Day 37) Muxia-Finisterre 29.3 km

Cloudy morning in Finisterre it is going to rain, body touches, hears, smells and tastes, her awareness knows and I am in a very good mood today...

 

Attention goes where energy flows, but we cannot control emotion without sensational-awareness, mind without the strong nervous system of the body. By losing attention we sacrifice body perception and view ourselves from the point of authority. On the other hand, strong sensational-awareness harnesses the light of consciousness, controls attention and becomes its own authority.

Spiritual evolution must be individual. There is no other way, each of us has a peculiar past to face, obstacles to overcome, identifications to break, but it is similar for all in terms of the goal _ freedom of the soul.

 
Nothing can be more joyous and satisfying than a smooth and gradual emergence from the ‘River of Life.’ Nothing can be more important than discovery of our true nature, why are we here, what we want from life. Such an approach brings ultimate sense to existence, but how many of us are in touch with her to feel the need and chain we bear?

 

Arrived to the end of the known world in Roman times, with an open heart and smiling mind. No one is at the lighthouse that looks like a temple where the self awaits, how otherwise the lighthouse is the house of light, but I am still weak to awake.

It is a cloudy afternoon in Finisterre and I must have failed. It is still cloudy in my head and I wonder how much longer it will take...

Day 36) Olveiroa-Muxia 32.5 km

I go to Muxia first and after Finisterre from darkness to light so to speak, but tomorrow it is going to rain, unfortunately not a good sign for the symbol of light, but I cannot wait...

 

Sound or frequency travels in waves, what does this tell us about catching ego in wild river of life after the third eye activates? 

 

If silver snake straightens self-awareness, the black snake symbolizes her unconscious extension turning a clear mirror of self-reflection into a muddy river of manifestation.

 

The dynamic self over its own awareness creates the river of life, but the third eye activation finds the source of unconscious creation and raises sensation until harnesses the self and awakes. 

 

The unconscious desire never ends, and as if male cannot enlighten external female, bodies will be born and die, only evolving sensational-awareness gives birth to an eternal child.

Harmonious psyche reflects beauty and love, disharmonious aggression and ugliness. We often blame others for our own reflections, but as male/female harmonize awareness recognizes the cause and effect within itself. 

Only the strong awareness is able to love, only the strong awareness has an open heart, becomes one and knows immortality.

The first glimpse of Muxia reveals its mysticism, there is something magical about this place and I hope to recognize and digest her beauty.

Day 35) Negreira-Olveiroa 33.4 km

Lonely morning in Negreira going to Olveiroa today, tomorrow Muxia and the day after tomorrow Finisterre ends my pilgrimage and I am happy.

Planet Venus transits my natal Venus tomorrow and I am trying to make the charming goddess known and friendly, but to embrace Venus must overcome Mars and that is a long and painful journey.

 

The unconscious-sensation is the beauty and flexibility of an awareness field, she is adaptable and creative, but there is no sensational-awareness without emotion, outgoing and often brutal energy.

 

Word is sword, black snake reflects self-awareness, and each time emotion escapes and creates unconscious thoughts I cut my own body-awareness by light-word. 

 

Cutting is reflecting, I reap what I sow. 

The unconscious-sensation is always another and becomes what it reflects, the self dreams to be a physical body, but to make a connection is to know thyself and enjoy the matrix. 

Day 34) Santiago de Compostela- Negreira 20.4 km

Hiking to Negreira today, thinking about Santiago experience...
 
As I entered the cathedral last night, a huge red spot pumped up over my right palm, reminding me of a prophetic dream about the animal bite before entering the dark cave with three females waiting to scale my desire.
 

They take him into inner chamber, but soon return and we come out from the other side into the light of consciousness. I & myself love the light, this is our natural world, but for the animal this is the end, turns on to its back, transforms into cockroach and dispels.

 

I cannot know myself until I harness my own desire and that's what dark cave represents. The weakness of self-awareness is reflected by unconscious-sensation, but to come out into the light is to overcome ego and awake the self. 

 

Does Santiago Cathedral as any other church symbolize the dark cave of the moon where the ego reincarnates on earth? 

 

No one to blame, but weakness of self-awareness. 

Day 33) O Pedrouzo - Santiago de Compostela 19.4 km

Hiking to Santiago de Compostela today, for many pilgrims the final destination, but for me just another step on the way to Finisterre.

 
Nirvana & Samsara cannot be known at the same time, either sensation falls and reflects or identifies the self and confers immortality.

 

Total sensational-awareness is enlightenment, love of the essence and freedom of the mind. The unconscious-sensation reflects from darkness, creates fear and death, but to ignore Samsara is to lose Nirvana, because they are the same energy.

We often disregard our deepest desires and fantasies, trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those dare to accept and face their own unconscious, raise sensational frequency, and annihilate the self.

I thought eternity was waiting for me in space, the only need is to detach from this world, but life is about refinement of unconscious energy into love of enlightenment.

Day 32) Arzúa - O Pedrouzo 19.3 km

Tomorrow I will be in Santiago, the capital of Galicia and its iconic Cathedral, the burial place of the relics of James the Apostle, discovered in the 9th century...

There is no satisfaction, because sensation is eternal and could repeat the same experience indefinitely, until her consciousness evolves strong to harness dynamic force and become aware of infinity.

 

Humans fear death, until awareness is identified with gender personality, but unconscious-sensation behind reincarnation is an endless source of creation and by ignoring her we lose immortality.

 

The light seed of the self dreams at the head, but awakens to the conscious universe as sensation returns. To release the self as higher mind, sensational-awareness must overcome ego as lower mind.

 

To block the natural flow of essence frequency by an educated personality creates a social beast but not an artist, creative potential resides within unconscious-sensation, but weakness of self-awareness opposes it.

Regardless of what you seem to be at present, how weak is your awareness, and what your body looks like, potentiality of evolution dreams at the head and sooner or later awakens to break the soil of darkness and confer immortality.

Day 31) Palas de Rei - Arzúa 28.5 km

The final hundred kilometers to Santiago turns busy, groups of pilgrims, mostly schoolchildren block the trail as if traffic jams on a highway.

 

Hard to focus attention as noisy crowds are passing by all the time, but I AM always aware of something, either recognizing the self or reflecting unconsciously.

 

Body feels and nervous system knows, but until it is strong to process information before unconscious reaction, I lose self-awareness under habitual mind. 

 

Durable magnetic field identifies incoming energies and decides how to react. Flexible awareness controls its own emotion and consciously reflects, but without reintegration with the unconscious-sensation, there is no flexibility. 
 
The source of a sound vibrates, what does this tell us about body/mind relation?
 
If the body is the source, and the mind is the sound, how we think depends on sensational vibration, but what defines the body vibration?
 
Emotional intensity defines sensational vibration and the level of sensational-awareness of how much emotion nervous system could maintain. Stronger sensational-awareness to utilize her own dynamic force, lighter the body and higher frequency.
 
Enlightenment is the highest sensational frequency.

Day 30) Portomarin - Palas de Rei 24.8 km

Portomarin is built next to a Roman bridge over the Minho River and rebuilt in the Middle Ages, but I am thinking about the river of life the self finds ego after the third eye activates.

I AM vs ego, but who AM I & who is ego?

 

As if mother child, falling sensation manipulates the self in a form of ego, the habitual mind. The level of father-awareness vs mother/child, but they represent two poles of a single consciousness and must harmonize.

I AM the self and ego is weakness of my nervous system, father awareness vs mother/child, but I AM the self, I AM unconscious-sensation and I AM ego child. Hence, to know my true identity, self-awareness must reintegrate with its own unconscious sensation annihilate ego and harness the mind.

After the third eye activation the self makes a connection with my own unconscious-sensation finds ego and begins to raise. Stronger sensational-awareness weaker ego until evolution of a celestial nervous system turns the river of unconscious manifestation into a clear mirror of self-identification.

Astral river symbolizes unconscious-sensation, weakness of self-awareness manifesting physical reality. I AM is like a mirror for the self, but until strong to transmute desire into love must fall like a river and reflect.

Day 29) Sarria - Portomarin 22.2 km

Sarria is a starting point for many pilgrims, full of life, heritage, cultural and gastronomic traditions, Portomarin is today's destination...

Every self-sustainable, evolutionary system must have both _ habitual instinctive and conscious decision making sides, otherwise it would be stuck in habits and cannot develop.

The unconscious sensation is a habitual part of I AM, the self is conscious potentiality. Weakness of self-awareness reflects by the unconscious-mind, memory fields of the past manipulate how we perceive the present and define future by the past experiences. Hence, to alter existing patterns of reflection, self-awareness must evolve strong to identify and control his own sensation.

If the world is creation of my sensational vibration, as if at those glimpses of enlightenment, must alters equally with internal intensity. However, if the matrix is independent from my essence with its own laws and regulations, there is no evolution, but obedience and survival until strong to detach and awake.

Spiritual evolution is about reintegration of an unconscious sensation into nervous system of the self as if raising Kundalini until they harmonize, I AM becoming aware of the self and control the mind.

Day 28) Triacastela - Sarria 18.4 km

Night rain refreshes Triacastela a small town overwhelmed by the large influx of pilgrims, hazy moon hiding above and cozy wind is cheering my heart, today's destination is Sarria...

As if female behind male, and mother for a child, unconscious-sensation motivates every desire and addiction. The universe as if animal has no awareness of her own body, but to become sensationally aware is to annihilate ego and control the mind.

If the universal soil operates as unconscious sensation manifesting herself into random creation, she must have a nervous system to recognize herself and each of us participate in this process.

To become sensationally aware is to lighten up another conscious center within the brain of eternal existence, but if sensational field does not require consciousness to create, what is the need for awareness?

Universal soil is eternal artist, stronger sensational awareness more beautiful creation, and joy of existence increases with it. Every female represents mini model of cosmic soil and stronger her consciousness more beautiful design.

The unconscious-sensation is a habitual part of an awareness field, she becomes self-aware by manifestation, but potentiality of conscious is her nervous system to activate and evolve until becomes self-aware of enlightenment before unconscious mind.

Day 27) O Cebreiro - Triacastela 20.8 km

O Cebreiro is a village with round stone houses and straw roofs, pre-Romanesque church, the oldest remaining fully intact on the Pilgrim's Route to Santiago de Compostela, and which contains a Holy Grail. Its bells rang during the winter to guide the pilgrims through the mists.

Galicia is truly one of the most beautiful parts of Spain and I am thinking about the soil of enlightenment and how does it create?

Is so-called enlightenment the light field of creation at the bottom of the universe, as if the earth supports, develops and thrives every living being?

Is enlightenment like a cosmic soil of darkness with various frequencies of the mind originating different forms of manifestation, but to reach the seed of your tree, is to enlighten the field and have a free will over creation?

Do we fall or raise from the state of enlightenment?

If the universe starts from unconscious essence thriving herself into manifestation, where awareness comes from, maybe naturally evolves from within, but why?

As if the seed from darkness of the soil or mother gives birth to a child, unconscious sensation thrives into manifestation unconsciously, but she has a nervous system to become self-conscious and maybe that is how the universe refines herself to become a conscious creator of her own destiny?

Maybe the birth chart symbolizes where certain awareness is on the process of evolution, until strong to become self-aware and awaken another dreaming seed.

When sensational-awareness is strong enough to harness and direct her own emotion, the animal becomes god, loses fear, knows eternal love and delights into her own being.

Day 26) Villafranca - O Cebreiro 27.8 km

Villafranca is the last important town in Leon rich with monumental heritage, but I am crossing over to Galicia today, the most picturesque and beautiful part of Spain.

Important to recognize instinctive, animal nature of the self, he has no awareness of his own body. The self in a form of ego cannot recognize itself until awareness returns and only know his own existence in a form of a material body.

Ego fears his own awareness, because if I AM reintegrating with my own unconscious body he loses power, annihilates and I AM taking control over the mind.

Ego is not a fix force, but changes under evolution of sensational-awareness and there are various stages on the way manifesting subsequent realities.

We all look like human, but from spiritual perspective very different, some are above and some below, but we should not deny the potentiality of growth. Every civilized society must recognize and live by equal rights for all and freedom of expression.

I used to think third eye activation is necessary for awareness growth, but maybe it just quickens the process. Maybe archetypal consciousness of humanity slowly transmutes collective unconscious into self-aware universe.

Day 25) Ponferrada – Villafranca 24.2 km

Cold and fresh air makes tracking comfortable, but I can’t stop thinking about last night’s dream, as if priest was wedding us on a right shore of river Ganges in Varanasi, I AM & Male Spirit.

He was wearing all kinds of jewelry, I had nothing and I ask him to give me something to wear, but the priest interrupts and warns _ they do not belong to you!

So, who AM I and who is myself?

Maybe what I call myself is my causal body "building the house from inside out without the door to come out" referring to a material shell. Maybe he has no way out and annihilates when I AM strong enough to raise sensation?

There is no male without female, the self seems different and independent from I AM until desires his own awareness in a form of unconscious sensation and reincarnates. However, evolution of individual consciousness finds unconscious source of reflection and annihilate male/female polarity by a single will.

Maybe wedding symbolizes original awareness harnessing my own light of consciousness. I AM female he is male, but there is no spiritual marriage until he is stronger than me.

Problem of humanity is in inability to control our own essence, that is why we are born and die until individual magnetic field is strong enough to realize its own eternity and become a cosmic citizen.

Day 24) Foncebadon – Ponferrada 26.8 km

Was snowing all night. It is so beautiful outside, but The Cruz de Fierro, or Iron Cross is a steady climb, walking is difficult, cold and windy as well. 

 

I had a very interesting dream last night about a black bird feeding white and I think they symbolize two halves of a single awareness.

 

As if black and silver snakes, black and white birds stand for unconscious-sensation vs. self-awareness and until they harmonize and merge I AM unable to harness my own dynamic energy.

 

One is left, another is right hand of the same field and for a black bird to feed white must be about sensational transmutation into self identification to annihilate two pole of consciousness under a single will.

 

The silver snake initiates I AM, but until strong to sustain, falls in a form of a black snake and unconsciously reflect. The self desires weakness of his own body, but stronger her awareness to nourish dynamic force, transmutes desire into love of enlightenment.

 

Love is about sensing your own emotion, desire reflects weakness of a sensational-awareness, until evolution of a silver snake reintegrates with a black snake and harnesses the self.

Mercurial energy of a silver snake initiates and straightens original awareness and I leave a white marble stone at his feet for gratitude and appreciation.

Day 23) Astorga – Foncebadon 25.8 km

The local stew of Astorga not to be missed, but trekking to Foncebadon this morning and tomorrow will cross the pass where the statue of God Mercury used to stand in Roman times. 

 

Christians changed it into a cross where pilgrims leave stones as a symbol of overcoming a painful past and hope for a new beginning.  

 

The painful past reminds me of an unconscious-sensation, but everything dissipates as I detach and awaken the self. 

 

Various guidebooks have given Foncebadon a reputation for being the home of rabid dogs eager for a tasty pilgrim snack, but in fact the mountain outpost has experienced something of a renaissance. In between utterly ruinous piles of stone are a smattering of lovingly restored old homes, typically shrouded in fog or buried in deep snow and both have their charm, but often there is a problem with accommodation. 

 

I arrived late in the afternoon to see my fellow man, three guys sitting outside with desperate faces trying to figure out what to do next.

Wow, I thought this could be an unexpected surprise, but they say there is a pension nearby with a single bed left.

I quickly run to the place and guess what _ my bad number is 11.

My birth number is eleven, and since awakening has been following me as a guardian angel, but showing here the day before crossing the pass of Mercury must be a good omen.

Day 22) Villar de Mazarife – Astorga 31.4 km

Today's destination is Astorga offering a culminating work by the Modernist architect Antoni Gaudí _ the Bishop's Palace, also convents and many other structures important to the history of this region in Spain.
 

Maybe what we call life is a projection of an electric emotion through the darkness of a magnetic sensation like a movie on a three-dimensional screen?

 

As if a projector requires a permanent light source and darkness of the film to display images on the screen, life on earth requires light of the self and darkness of sensation to simulate material reality. 

 

The sensation must be in constant motion to create animations and time is a river of life indeed.

 

Maybe I AM in a form of a dreaming self, identifying part of my awareness with the matrix to play the game of life, and cannot awake until reunite. Maybe the self operates as eternal light source, maybe I AM an unconscious creator of my own destiny, until strong to detach sensation and awake my true identity.

Day 21) Leon – Villar de Mazarife 21.1 km

The morning star cheers my heart with the massage _ as if there is no persona without external female, there is no self-awareness without internal female _ but they are the same.

The self has built the house from inside out and there is no door to come out referring to his own body. The self reflects weakness of his own nervous system, but remains as eternal seed within darkness and actualizes himself by evolution of the will.

It is so simple at the end, the spiritual body is dark until the light escapes and makes real the outer world, but she has a nervous system and stronger it is more light reverts.

Evolution of a spiritual body nervous system begins after the third eye initiation until turns the windows of the body into a clear mirror to harness the self. If the moon symbolizes weakness of the house where the self reflects the world, she must be responsible for the third eye activation as well.

There is no matter without inner darkness, reflection & creation happens simultaneously. On one hand the self creates the physical body and on the other defines his own sensation by the unconscious mind.

Reflection is a two-way bridge, on one hand the self creates material body and on the other defines his own sensation, until his nervous system is strong enough to harness dynamic force, raise body vibration and manipulates light of reflection by will.

Day 20) Mansilla de las Mulas – Leon 18.1 km

Mansilla de las Mulas is another small town on the way to Leon with Sistine Chapel, Spanish Romanesque architecture and the old Hospital de San Marcos.
 
I AM Gela Kirvalidze in this life and only Gods know how many bodies I already had, but to make a connection between head and belly by a single nervous system is to find the cause and reason behind reincarnation.
 

There are four major female types in Jungian psychology, Eve, Helen, Maria, Sophia and I think they symbolize evolution of self-awareness.

 

Eve is the lowest sensational frequency often referred to as a harlot. At this level self-awareness is weak, ego is violent, and unconsciously reflects everything she sees, Eve is Lilith.

 

Helen is beautiful and aristocratic, she charms and manipulates men to accomplish her material needs. At this level the self accepts female supremacy and obeys her will, but she is not strong enough to know love and loses the game at the end. Helen is last-full mother, Helen is Helen of Troy, Cleopatra, Nefertiti.
 

Maria-awareness balances emotion/sensation at the heart, knows the self and controls the mind. Maria is a caring mother and wife, shares unconditional love and takes responsibility. 

 

Sophia is the highest sensational frequency of love, Eve returns to the self in a form of Sophia, two hemispheres of the brain merge as one, and harness the mind by free will of enlightenment.

Day 19) Bercianos del Real Camino – Mansilla de las Mulas 26.7 km

Bercianos del Real Camino is a small village of just over 200 inhabitants, and pilgrims pass them in rapid transition…

Falling sensation turns inside out by the mind, as if radio stations broadcast peculiar sounds. The mind is a creative sound, but until body-awareness is strong to harness her own dynamic force, manifests unconsciously.

Enlightenment is the highest awareness frequency of love and freedom of the will, but falling sensation slows down vibration and gives birth to material reality.

The falling sensation is dream for the self, but if life is his conscious choice to experience lower frequencies of the body, must initiate from above, but if it is about evolution, starts from below and unfolds gradually.

What is difference between evolution and conscious willing?

Only difference seems to be between lives, because if we chose our experiences by conscious self, after death must return to him, but if we evolve from bottom up, have to remain on an existing level of awareness until next reincarnation.

Maybe only after self-mastery we experience the universe by will.

 

Day 18) Teraddillos de los Templarios – Bercianos del Real Camino 26.7 km

The rising sun looks like the moon today, and the physical body feels solid, but unconscious-sensation is a volatile field of information and changes by reflecting.

 

The self must reflect weakness of his own body awareness by the unconscious-mind, but as two hemispheres of a single brain make connection, father finds a child. 

 

Stronger self-awareness, more sensational-awareness they evolve at the same time.

Thinking about the self, remember Adams Peak sharply rising skyward from the lush jungles of Sri Lanka. 

 

I ascend in the afternoon over a cold and sleepless night, but with rewording sunrise as it drops a perfect triangular shadow over the clouds. Higher the sun shorter the shadow, until overlooks the summit and shadow becomes part of the mountain again.

Maybe spiritual world operates the same, maybe celestial nervous system is like a mountain with the self at the summit, but sensation falls, and polarizes the field. On the other hand, stronger self-awareness to raise the light of consciousness, weaker the shadow until reintegrates and annihilates psychic polarity.

Day 17) Carrion de los Condes – Teraddillos de los Templarios 26.8 km

Carrion de los Condes, was a town of great importance at the time of the old pilgrimages and its medieval origins can be seen in some of the historic buildings. 

 

Today's destination is Terraddillos de los Templarios, a fief of the Temple military order, founded in 118 in Jerusalem, whose objective was to safeguard the pilgrims. 

 

If the natural state of awareness is enlightenment, could I resist the temptation to experience lower frequencies of my own consciousness. However, if the matrix is external to my whole being, I must identify a clear sensation with her to gain knowledge of an animal world and play the game of life in eternity?

 

It's like leaving the comfort zone of your home to explore other parts of the world, but always return with more knowledge of who we are in reality. Maybe we cannot fully appreciate our natural state of being until fall and experience lower dimensions of the psyche?

Have I made a conscious choice to fall, or do I evolve?

 

If falling sensation reflects a level of self-awareness by the unconscious-mind, maybe the conscious self is able to manipulate sensational frequency as if radio stations of its own body by will? 

AM I already conscious-essence experiencing various frequencies of my own body, or do I evolve from animal to god as another cosmic flower in the universal garden of eternity?

Day 16) Fromista – Carrion de los Condes 19,3 km

Cloudy morning in Fromista, trekking to Carrion de Los Condes today, thinking about the most important numbers _ 3/6 & 9 _ forming a triangle of creation.

 

Maybe number 9 stands for the self at the summit, or if you look at the triangle from above between two hands of the same body symbolized by numbers 6 and 3.
 
3+6=9 holy triangle of creation is one and the same being, but without polarization impossible to create anything. Polarization requires disharmony of the field, one pole must be weaker, 3 is half of 6.
 
Maybe number 9 symbolizes the self, number 3 the unconscious-sensation and number 6 her reincarnation. The sun, moon, and earth if you like, but to become essence aware, two halves of a single nervous system must make connection and harmonize.
 
Harmonization balances magnetic polarity, 4,5=4,5 and 4+5 equals 9, meaning in harmonized field each angle becomes 9 as one and the same triangle of enlightenment.
 
The single awareness field is eternal and limited energy, self-awareness evolves in expanse of an unconscious-sensation, until two hands of the same body balance to sustain and control the light of creation.

Day 15) Castrojeriz – Fromista 24,9 km

Castrojeriz is dominated by the Romanesque/Gothic church of the thirteenth century, Nuestra Senora del Manzano with inverted pentagram on the southern facade, but the sun is about to rise, and I am in here and now with my body.

There is no body without the nervous-system and the mind, memories compose body fields, but we have two bodies _ conscious & unconscious, wake & dream.

The body remembers and the mind reflects, but who controls the mind _ unconscious memories of the past or awareness of now?

Unconscious memories reside within the darkness of sensation; ego has no awareness of his own body. Conscious memories generate over reincarnation, one is power of sensation over self-awareness and another is opposite.

The sensational domination over self-awareness reflects as power of emotion over the field, vs sensational awareness in a form of gender personality. Persona educates body by learning information and controls the mind, but darkness of sensation has been made by habitual and random data created by the unconscious mind.

The unconscious-sensation vs gender personality, but the center of a body consciousness resides within the self to activate, raise sensation and annihilate two poles of a single body. The unconscious sensation and gender reincarnation, night and day must harmonize and annihilate to know the self and confer individuality.

I often blame others for giving me bad energy, but never blame anyone for your feelings, no one could influence strong awareness against the will, power of outgoing force equals weakness of receptive.

Human transition from animal to god, unconscious-sensation to awareness of a spiritual body. There are many steps on the way and evolution takes time, but stronger I AM higher we raise.

Day 14) Hornillos _ Castrojeriz 20,1 km

Another sunny morning, another black coffee and 21 km a day, body aches, muscles tense, and a couple of blisters on my legs, but deep inside I AM happy.

I mostly travel alone and live alone, prefer my own thought to mundane reality. Each time I find myself with people occupied by monotonous world feel depressed and boring. Everything changes as I retreat into my inner world and the self is talking to me.

At first awareness polarizes and after reflects, male & female, light & darkness symbolize north & south poles of a single awareness. But how the third eye of a spiritual body and two eyes of reincarnation connect and harmonize?

Awareness could not be by itself, it is always awareness of something, while enlightenment is essence awareness, falling sensation reincarnates unconsciously.

I often blame others for giving me bad energy, but never blame anyone for your experiences, no one could influence strong awareness against the will, power of outgoing force equals weakness of receptive.

Day 13) Burgos - Hornillos 21.0 km

The sun slowly rises over sleeping Burgos, but I AM still sensing fear in my belly and the mind is far away. Then I remember the third eye and identify the present moment with my body, but what is the third eye?

Very few are able to perceive that we have two type of visions _ two eyes see the present moment, but a single eye remembers the past and imagines future. So-called the third eye has two hands, by sensation receives and by emotion acts. Memories reside within unconscious sensation, emotion directs hopes for the future, until it is strong to harmonize light & darkness and perceive present moment with material body.

As if heart is the center of the essence, third eye is the center of an awareness field. All the problems of humanity come from disharmony between these two fundamental parts of the psyche, the heart is stronger over her own nervous system.

Spiritual evolution begins by activating the heart center over existing awareness in a form of a gender personality, followed by the third eye initiation to straighten individual consciousness until they harmonize.

After enlightenment I thought the self must be perfect waiting for awareness to return and awake, but he is only one half of polarized essence and minds female senses.

Dream seems real until body awakes and the body seems real until the self-awakes, believes in death, tries to survive, but by evolution of sensational-awareness identifies himself and smiles.

Try to differentiate and make connection between two eyes of a material body and single eye of consciousness, they must harmonize to be in here and know at present moment.

I AM the self, I AM unconscious-sensation and I AM the nervous system of my spiritual body.

Day 12) San Juan de Ortega – Burgos 26,1 km

Going to Burgos today, so far the biggest city on the way with one of the oldest and most beautiful Cathedrals in Spain, but religion is an obstacle for spiritual evolution protecting personality.

If the Moon Matrix is a simulator symbolizing weakness of a spiritual body awareness, the self must desire her as if male female and create unconscious mother/child over his own nervous system.

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness, the ego seeks reincarnation unable to identify his own body. The unconscious mother/child are not real, but they fight for survival, because if original awareness harnesses the self, shadows disappear.

Weaker self-awareness, wilder ego and darker spiritual body, but do I fall unable to tackle my own dynamic force, or consciously reduce sensational frequency by will?

We often ignore our deepest desires, trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those who dare to delight into their unconscious fantasies open the third eye and raise sensational frequency to harness the self.

Day 11) Belorado – San Juan de Ortega 24,2 km

Medieval and modern past of Belorado is reflected in the temples and remains of fortifications, but to make connection and differentiate between the one that senses and the one that knows is to reunite body/mind under a single will.

There is no body without the nervous system, no sensation without knowing, but until self-awareness is strong to identify its own sensation, opposes her by personality.

Persona symbolizes the level of self-awareness at birth, but from downside up could not change anything. Single eye of a celestial nervous system must open to harmonize male/female at the heart and make connection with the brain.

To cohere heart & brain nervous system, emotion/sensation of the same essence must balance by the middle column of the third eye.

The unconscious-sensation is always in the past or future, self is in here and now and when his awareness is strong to know its own sensation becomes conscious of a present moment over a habitual mind.

Stronger sensational-awareness higher self-awareness, they evolve at the same time.

Day 10) Santa Domingo – Belorado 22,4 km

Santa Domingo refers to its founder, Dominic de la Calzada, who built a bridge, hospital, and hotel here for pilgrims, other than that there is nothing really interesting in here, but my mind is about a free will.

There is no awareness without free will. If you are aware of something, you must have free will over it and to become aware of an unconscious-sensation is to recognize the self and have free will over creative imagination.

Speaking about spiritual body does not make sense until we understand and recognize the third force of awareness that makes connection and harmonizes male/female within.

I AM awareness of my spiritual body, but polarize in two hemispheres of the brain, light and darkness, male and female. Male becomes thinker without female awareness and female becomes habitual without male awareness.

At the glimpses of enlightenment two halves of a single nervous system merge for a second and reconcile psychic polarity. At the glimpses of enlightenment eternal love shines by free will, but enlightenments are accidental and unconscious until the celestial magnetic field is weak.

Day 9) Najera – Santa Domingo 20,7 km

Today I am walking dusty roads and noisy highways, trying to observe how the psyche operates, but analytical-personality ignores its own sensation and loses awareness of the body.

The self in a form of a gender personality is trying to understand and control his own unconscious experiences, but only acceptance reintegrates male/female.

No need to understand enlightenment when you are there. No need to apprehend anything if you sense and become aware. As unconscious-sensation returns to the self, the analytical personality annihilates into recognition of eternity.

Strong self-awareness transmutes unconscious-sensation into sensational-awareness instead of ignorance and thinking. More sensing less thinking, stronger sensational-awareness weaker gender-personality.

Do not try to understand essence, do not ignore fears and desires of your body, but perceive and accept to know who you are in reality.

Day 8) Logrono – Najera 28,9 km

Today's trail is straightforward and easy, passing through vineyards and mostly deserted villages...

Spiritual heart beats by reflecting the outer world, it could not exist independently. Disharmonious psyche requires another to share frequency, male/female do not exert equal force over each-other to maintain consciousness of individuality.

Emotion & sensation pull into opposite directions, positive vs negative. Every action transforms into opposite reaction and vice-versa, action is unconscious and experiences involuntary.

The unconscious-sensation reflects over original self-awareness, that is how we experience material reality. There is no emotion without corresponding sensation, no creation without experience what we give must take.

Naive to believe in unaffected creator before its own creation, but until original self-awareness is strong to harness its own sensation, creation is unconscious and habitual. Maybe that is the aim of human evolution to experience our own creation consciously.

The eternal heart beats within awareness field, but it is very unstable until I AM between right and left hands as if a driver of the carriage harmonizes fear by desire and vice versa.

Having awareness means potentiality of evolution, but until it is strong to know its own essence becomes perfect tool for manipulation. Weaker essence awareness easier to educate gender personality, but never trust teachings, do not believe, only individual experiences move us towards knowing our true identity.

Day 7) Los Arcos – Logrono 27,8 km

Trekking to Logrono today, the capital of La Rioja of northern Spain with tree-studded squares, narrow streets and hidden corners, famous for its wine production.

Gender personality contaminated by education could not accept and reintegrate with its own unconscious-sensation, because they represent two halves of the same awareness field. Stronger the one weaker the other, sensational-awareness evolves in expanse of personality.

The self is dreaming between day and night, but enlightenment awakes him for a second and after you are never alone knowing true identity.

Relationship between parents symbolizes psychic disharmony within a child. Stronger child's nervous system to harmonize two halves of its own essence, more loving parents, weaker it is darker mother and more rigid father personality.

Has been raining almost all day, I am wet and pissed off. So many years have passed since awakening, but being over knowing, heart over nervous system is still very strong.

Yes, I better identify myself and perceive true nature of the world, hopefully I am better person I use to be, but can't wait to hold male/female together and become aware of the essence.

Day 6) Estella - Los Arcos 21.5 km

It is another beautiful sunny morning and I am trekking to Los Arcos today, sensations overwhelm, good or bad still the same, the both addictive, attractive and without judgmental personality unable to differentiate.

Falling of sensation and unconscious mind happens at the same time, human ignore her by educated personality, become rigid and lose creativity, but to identify and harness so-called Kundalini, very strong awareness is necessary.

The mind is unconscious without body-awareness, and the self is unconscious without sensational-awareness.

Perception vs. reflection is very important to observe, perceptive awareness sees the truth, reflective becomes what it reflects.

Perceptive awareness is the light of consciousness, reflective is the darkness of a spiritual body.

Perceptive awareness is self-awareness, reflective shapes the original field by the unconscious-mind.

Arrived in attractive Los Arcos, generous both in wine and battles, an enclave that has flourished thanks to the constant stream of walkers and because of its privileged position as a crossroad on the Camino.