Castrojeriz is dominated by the Romanesque/Gothic church of the thirteenth century, Nuestra Senora del Manzano with inverted pentagram on the southern facade, but the sun is about to rise, and I am in here and now with my body.
There is no body without the nervous-system and the mind, memories compose body fields, but we have two bodies _ conscious & unconscious, wake & dream.
Unconscious memories reside within the darkness of sensation; ego has no awareness of his own body. Conscious memories generate over reincarnation, one is power of sensation over self-awareness and another is opposite.
The sensational domination over self-awareness reflects as power of emotion over the field, vs sensational awareness in a form of gender personality. Persona educates body by learning information and controls the mind, but darkness of sensation has been made by habitual and random data created by the unconscious mind.
The unconscious-sensation vs gender personality, but the center of a body consciousness resides within the self to activate, raise sensation and annihilate two poles of a single body. The unconscious sensation and gender reincarnation, night and day must harmonize and annihilate to know the self and confer individuality.
I often blame others for giving me bad energy, but never blame anyone for your feelings, no one could influence strong awareness against the will, power of outgoing force equals weakness of receptive.
Human transition from animal to god, unconscious-sensation to awareness of a spiritual body. There are many steps on the way and evolution takes time, but stronger I AM higher we raise.