Cold and fresh air makes tracking comfortable, but I can’t stop thinking about last night’s dream, as if priest was wedding us on a right shore of river Ganges in Varanasi, I AM & Male Spirit.
So, who AM I and who is myself?
Building the house from inside out without the door to come out referring to spiritual body. Hence, the light of reflection transmutes and annihilates when sensational-awareness is strong to harness the self.
There is no male without female, the self maintains independence until desires his own body and reincarnates. However, evolution of original nervous system reintegrates with unconscious-sensation, finds the source of reflection and annihilates.
Maybe wedding symbolizes original awareness harnessing my own light of consciousness. I AM female he is male, but there is no spiritual marriage until he is stronger than me.
Problem of humanity is in inability to control our own essence, that is why we are born and die until individual magnetic field is strong enough to realize its own eternity and become a cosmic citizen.