Cold and fresh air makes tracking comfortable, but I can’t stop thinking about last night’s dream, as if priest was wedding us on a right shore of river Ganges in Varanasi, I AM & Male Spirit.
So, who AM I and who is myself?
Building the house from inside out without the door to come out refers to a spiritual body nervous system. Dynamic emotion cannot separate from its own sensational-awareness, but until her consciousness is strong to recognize and nourish eternal seed of life, must reflect and polarize a single field into AC & DC by astrology.
That’s why AC is male and light, DC is female and darkness, but they represent two halves of a single field and must harmonize to harness the self. There is no male/female without reflection, AC without DC until evolution of original nervous system reintegrates with its own unconscious-sensation and transmutes desiring mind into self-identification.
Maybe wedding symbolizes original awareness harnessing my own light of consciousness, but there is no spiritual marriage until he is stronger than me.
Problem of humanity is in inability to control our own essence, that is why we are born and die until individual magnetic field is strong enough to harness eternal seed of life and become a cosmic citizen.