Today's trail is straightforward and easy, passing through vineyards and mostly deserted villages...
Spiritual heart beats by reflecting the outer world, it could not exist independently. Disharmonious psyche requires another to share frequency, male/female do not exert equal force over each-other to maintain consciousness of individuality.
Emotion & sensation pull into opposite directions, positive vs negative. Every action transforms into opposite reaction and vice-versa, action is unconscious and experiences involuntary.
The unconscious-sensation reflects over original self-awareness, that is how we experience material reality. There is no emotion without corresponding sensation, no creation without experience what we give must take.
Naive to believe in unaffected creator before its own creation, but until original self-awareness is strong to harness its own sensation, creation is unconscious and habitual. Maybe that is the aim of human evolution to experience our own creation consciously.
The eternal heart beats within awareness field, but it is very unstable until I AM between right and left hands as if a driver of the carriage harmonizes fear by desire and vice versa.
Having awareness means potentiality of evolution, but until it is strong to know its own essence becomes perfect tool for manipulation. Weaker essence awareness easier to educate gender personality, but never trust teachings, do not believe, only individual experiences move us towards knowing our true identity.