Today's trail is straightforward and easy, passing through vineyards and mostly deserted villages...
Until emotion & sensation exert equal force over each-other to maintain eternal heartbeat, the spiritual body requires another to become conscious in a form of a gender personality.
There is no emotion without corresponding sensation, male/female relationship defines how awareness vibrates. As if we do not lose physical body consciousness under heartbeat, harmonized essence confers spiritual body awareness and becomes eternal spirit.
Naive to believe in an unaffected creator before creation, there is no desire without experience, but until I AM between right and left hands is strong to harmonize its own essence, manifests unconsciously and opposes its own creation.
The eternal heart beats within awareness field, but it is very unstable until I AM between emotion & sensation is strong enough to balance fear by desire and vice versa.
Having awareness means potentiality of evolution, but until it is strong to know its own essence becomes the perfect tool for manipulation. Weaker essence awareness easier to educate personality, but never trust teachings, do not believe, only individual experiences evolve true identity.