Day 37) Muxia-Finisterre 29.3 km

Cloudy morning in Finisterre it is going to rain, body touches, hears, smells and tastes, her awareness knows and I am in a very good mood today...

 

Attention goes where energy flows, but we cannot control emotion without sensational-awareness, mind without the strong nervous system of the body. 

By losing attention we sacrifice body perception and view ourselves from the point of authority. On the other hand, strong sensational-awareness harnesses the light of consciousness, controls attention and becomes its own authority.

Spiritual evolution must be individual. There is no other way, each of us has a peculiar past to face, obstacles to overcome, identifications to break, but it is similar for all in terms of the goal _ freedom of the soul.

 
Nothing can be more joyous and satisfying than a smooth and gradual emergence from the ‘River of Life.’ Nothing can be more important than discovery of our true nature, why are we here, what we want from life.

 

Arrived to the end of the known world in Roman times, with an open heart and smiling mind. No one is at the lighthouse that looks like a temple where the self awaits, how otherwise the lighthouse is the house of light, but I am still weak to awake.

It is a cloudy afternoon in Finisterre and I must have failed. It is still cloudy in my head and I wonder how much longer will it take...

Day 36) Olveiroa-Muxia 32.5 km

I go to Muxia first and after Finisterre from darkness to light so to speak, but tomorrow it is going to rain, unfortunately not a good sign to awaken unconscious-mind, but I cannot wait...

 

Sound or frequency travels in waves, what does this tell us about catching ego in wild river of life after the third eye activates? 

 

The dynamic self over its own nervous system generates and supports the river of life, but the third eye activation finds the source of unconscious creation and transmutes into self-identification until harnesses the mind.

 

The self is eternal, unconscious desire never ends, but as if male cannot enlighten external female, bodies will be born and die, only evolving sensational-awareness gives birth to a spiritual child.

Harmonious psyche reflects beauty and love, disharmonious aggression and ugliness. We often blame others for our own impressions, but as male/female harmonize awareness recognizes the cause and effect within itself. 

Only strong awareness is able to love, only strong awareness has an open heart, becomes one and knows immortality.

The first glimpse of Muxia reveals its mysticism, there is something magical about this place and I hope to recognize and digest her beauty.

Day 35) Negreira-Olveiroa 33.4 km

Lonely morning in Negreira going to Olveiroa today, tomorrow Muxia and the day after tomorrow Finisterre ends my pilgrimage and I am happy.

Planet Venus transits my natal Venus tomorrow and I am trying to make the charming goddess known and friendly, but to embrace Venus must overcome Mars and that is a long and painful journey.

 

As if female for a male nervous system, the unconscious-sensation is beauty and flexibility of a magnetic field, she is adaptable and creative, but there is no sensational-awareness without harnessing emotion, dynamic and often brutal energy.

 

Word is sword, and each time emotion escapes and creates unconscious thoughts I cut my own body nervous system by light-word. Cutting is reflecting, emotion cannot separate from his own consciousness, on one hand identifies with external sensation and on the other defines his own nervous system unconsciously, I reap what I sow. 

The unconscious-sensation is in the state of reflection all the time, she does not know wrong & right either who she really is, true identity dreams within the self, but until strong to control my own dynamic force, must fall and reflect.

Day 34) Santiago de Compostela- Negreira 20.4 km

Hiking to Negreira today, thinking about Santiago experience...
 
As I entered the cathedral last night, a huge red spot pumped up over my right palm, reminding me of a prophetic dream about animal biting my right hand. 

 

After the third eye activates, I AM & Myself catch ego inside muddy river of life in a form of a huge crocodile and raise it up to the cave. This was a long journey, but each step we made he was getting smaller and smaller in shape. 

Trinity Goddess meets us at the entrance and I picked him up to present my lust for her to decide if I have grown strong enough or must return back to the earth, but he suddenly bites my right hand. 

Goddess takes animal inside to scale my desire, but soon brings him back and we are free to exit from the other side into the light of consciousness. I AM & Myself we love light, this is our natural world, but for the ego this is the end, turns on to its back, transforms into cockroach and dispels.

 

As if male desires female, light self enters the cave and reincarnates his own consciousness by ego. Animal cannot exist beyond darkness and fights for survival to the end, but I AM awareness of Myself and when we meet become one again to raise over physical dimension. I cannot know myself until harness desire and that's what the cave represents, but to come out into the light is to annihilate ego and awake the mind. 

 

Does Santiago Cathedral as any other church symbolize Trinity Moon Goddess where from the ego reincarnates on earth? 

 

No one to blame, but weakness of self-awareness. 

Day 33) O Pedrouzo - Santiago de Compostela 19.4 km

Hiking to Santiago today, for many pilgrims the final destination, but for me just another step on the way to Finisterre.

 
Nirvana & Samsara cannot be known at the same time, either sensation falls and reflects or I AM harnesses the self and controls the mind.

 

Enlightenment is the highest sensational frequency of love and freedom of the will. The unconscious-sensation reflects from darkness, creates fear and death, but to ignore Samsara is to lose Nirvana, because they are the same energy.

We often disregard our deepest desires trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those dare to accept and face their own fantasies, raise sensational frequency to awake the self.

I thought eternity was waiting for me in space, the only need is to detach from this world, but life is about refinement of unconscious darkness into love of enlightenment by evolution of consciousness that is very long and painful process.

Day 32) Arzúa - O Pedrouzo 19.3 km

Tomorrow I will be in Santiago, the capital of Galicia and its iconic Cathedral, the burial place of the relics of James the Apostle, discovered in the 9th century...

There is no satisfaction, because essence is eternal and could repeat similar habitual behavior endlessly. However, she has awareness and stronger I AM to harness myself alter the past by conscious attention all the way to enlightenment and freedom of the will.

Human fear change and death, but unconscious-sensation behind reincarnation is an endless source of creation and by ignoring her we lose immortality.

Until sensation falls and reflects, the unconscious-self is dreaming personality, but to block natural flow by education creates a social beast not an artist, creative potential resides within darkness, but weakness of self-awareness opposes it.

Regardless of what you seem to be at present, how weak is your awareness or what your body looks like, potentiality of evolution sooner or later awakens to raise over unconscious creation and confer true identity.

Day 31) Palas de Rei - Arzúa 28.5 km

The final hundred kilometers to Santiago turns busy, groups of pilgrims, mostly schoolchildren block the trail as if traffic jams on a highway.

 

Hard to focus attention as noisy crowds are passing by, but I AM always aware of something, either recognizing the self or reflecting unconsciously.

 

Body feels and nervous system knows, but until it is strong to process information before unconscious reaction, I lose self-awareness under habitual mind. Durable field identifies incoming energies and decides how to react, flexible consciousness controls emotion and directs the mind by will. 

 
The source of sound vibrates, what does this tell us about body/mind relationship?
 
If the body is the source, and the mind is the sound, how we think depends on sensational vibration, but what defines the body vibration?
 
Emotional intensity defines sensational vibration and the level of sensational-awareness of how much emotion nervous system could maintain. Stronger sensational-awareness to utilize her own dynamic force, lighter the body and higher frequency.
 
Enlightenment is the highest sensational frequency.

Day 30) Portomarin - Palas de Rei 24.8 km

Portomarin is built next to a Roman bridge over the Minho River and rebuilt in the Middle Ages, but I am thinking about the river of life the self finds ego after the third eye activation.

I AM vs ego, but who AM I & who is ego?

 

I AM celestial nervous system of my spiritual body, ego represents emotional domination creating unconscious-sensation and giving birth to a physical body. 

Ego is weakness of sensational-awareness to control the self, until two energies of the same essence harmonize at the chest and make connection with the third eye.

The astral river of darkness symbolizes weakness of I AM, individual consciousness to harness enlightenment, but after the third eye activation makes connection between two hands of a single spiritual body, find ego and begins the process of reintegration. 

Stronger self-awareness more sensational-awareness and weaker ego until evolution of a celestial consciousness turns the river of unconscious manifestation into a clear mirror of self-identification.

Day 29) Sarria - Portomarin 22.2 km

Sarria is a starting point for many pilgrims, full of life, heritage, cultural and gastronomic traditions...

Every self-sustainable, evolutionary system must have both _ habitual instinctive and conscious decision making sides, otherwise it would be stuck in habits and cannot develop. 

The unconscious-sensation is habitual part of I AM, the level of self-awareness is conscious potentiality, but until strong to reintegrate must reincarnate into personality.

Memory fields manipulate perception of the present and define future by the past, but to alter habitual patterns must evolve self-awareness to annihilate ego and control the mind.

If the outer world responds to my spiritual vibration, as if at the glimpses of enlightenment physical reality falls into pure love of light essence with freedom of the mind, strong consciousness could manipulate creation by will. 

The mind obeys I AM as unconscious-sensation returns to the self and annihilates male/female polarity, but to manipulate creation celestial nervous system must be strong enough to harness enlightenment and confer eternal light body of individuality.

Day 28) Triacastela - Sarria 18.4 km

Night rain refreshes Triacastela a small town overwhelmed by the large influx of pilgrims, hazy moon hiding above and cozy wind is cheering my heart, today's destination is Sarria...

As if female behind male, and mother for a child, unconscious-sensation motivates every desire and addiction. Animal has no awareness of her own body, but to become sensationally aware is to annihilate ego and control the mind. 

Emotion is pure force of action, the ego does not know wrong or right, the level of sensational-awareness defines direction but until her nervous system is strong manifests unconsciously.

Habitual vs rational, the unconscious-sensation manipulates the level of self-awareness by the mind, stronger the one weaker the other, they represent two poles of a single spiritual body. 

Initiation begins by activation of unconscious-sensation over existing level of self-awareness in a form of personality. Followed by the third eye initiation to straighten spiritual body nervous system until two hand reintegrate under a single will.

Every female represent mini model of The Universal Soil and stronger her nervous system to control emotion more beautiful design transmutes animal instincts for survival into joy of existence.

Day 27) O Cebreiro - Triacastela 20.8 km

O Cebreiro is a village with round stone houses and straw roofs, pre-Romanesque church, the oldest remaining fully intact on the Pilgrim's Route to Santiago de Compostela, and which contains a Holy Grail. Its bells rang during the winter to guide the pilgrims through the mists.

Galicia is truly one of the most beautiful parts of Spain, but I am thinking about the soil of enlightenment and how does it create?

Is so-called enlightenment the light field of creation at the bottom of the universe, as if the earth supports, develops and thrives every living being. The mother of the world with various frequencies of the mind originating different forms of manifestation?

Do we fall or raise from the state of enlightenment?

If the universe starts from unconscious body experiencing herself by the mind, where awareness comes from or why?

As if seed breaks the soil or mother gives birth, sensation thrives into manifestation unconsciously, but she has nervous system to become self-aware. Maybe that is how the universe refines herself from darkness of entropy to self-aware light order to create consciously.

There is no creation without reflection we must experience what we create, there is no reflection without losing consciousness but to know yourself before creation is to manifest consciously. When sensational-awareness is strong to control emotion, animal becomes god, loses fear, knows love and delights into being.

Day 26) Villafranca - O Cebreiro 27.8 km

Villafranca is the last important town in Leon rich with monumental heritage, but I am crossing over to Galicia today, the most picturesque and beautiful part of Spain.

Spiritual body is male/female holding hands, emotion & sensation of the same being, power of one is weakness of another. 

Emotion dominates in expanse of sensational energy and vice versa, but they have a single nervous system.

There is no energy without the mind, every thought creates a form, emotional domination manifests as desiring and sensational domination as fearing mind.

Desire creates fear and fear transforms into desire, until I AM a single nervous system of my spiritual body is strong to harmonize the heart and control the mind.

We all look like human, but very different from spiritual perspective, some are above and some below, hence we should not deny the potentiality of growth. Every civilized society must recognize equal rights for all and freedom of expression.

Day 25) Ponferrada – Villafranca 24.2 km

Cold and fresh air makes tracking comfortable, but I can’t stop thinking about last night’s dream, as if priest was wedding us on a right shore of river Ganges in Varanasi, I AM with Myself.

He was wearing all kinds of jewelry, I had nothing and I ask him to give me something to wear, but the priest interrupts and warns _ they do not belong to you!

So, who AM I and who is Myself?

The self is my dynamic seed of life and I AM his body consciousness, but he retains separate identity until reincarnates on to the earth. 

Maybe wedding symbolizes original body consciousness harnessing my own desire to know who I REALLY AM, but there is no spiritual marriage until Myself dominates I AM.

Problem of humanity is in inability to control our own essence, that is why we have to be born & die until magnetic nervous system of a spiritual body is strong enough to harness eternal seed of life and become a Cosmic Citizen.

Day 24) Foncebadon – Ponferrada 26.8 km

Was snowing all night. It is so beautiful outside, but The Cruz de Fierro, or Iron Cross is a steady climb, walking is difficult, cold and windy. 

 

I had a very interesting dream last night about black bird feeding white and I think they symbolize two halves of a single spiritual body nervous system.

 

As if black and silver snakes, black and white birds stand for unconscious-sensation vs. conscious-personality and until they harmonize and merge I AM unable to harness the self.

 

One is left, another is right hand of I AM and black bird feeding white must be about sensational transmutation into self identification to annihilate male/female under a single will.

 

The self desires weakness of his own body, but stronger her awareness to nourish dynamic force, transmutes into love of enlightenment and freedom of the mind. Love is sensing your own emotion, desire reflects weakness of the same field, stronger the one weaker the other, until evolution of consciousness annihilates spiritual body polarity.

Mercurial energy of a silver snake initiates and straightens original consciousness and I leave a white marble stone at his feet for gratitude and appreciation.

Day 23) Astorga – Foncebadon 25.8 km

Staying in Foncebadon tonight and tomorrow morning will cross the pass where the statue of God Mercury used to stand in Roman times. 

 

Christians changed it into the cross where pilgrims leave stones as a symbol of overcoming painful past and hope for a new beginning.  

 

The painful past belongs to unconscious-sensation, but reflected information dissipates as light reverts and raises consciousness to identify the self and enlighten the magnetic field. 

 

The self-awareness falls in a form of unconscious-sensation and reflects everything she sees, but as you suddenly say "everything is OK" light of reflection reverts by speed of the mind and reunites two halves of  single consciousness in a state of enlightenment by freedom of the will.

Various guidebooks have given Foncebadon a reputation for being the home of rabid dogs eager for a tasty pilgrim snack, but in fact the mountain outpost has experienced something of a renaissance. In between utterly ruinous piles of stone are a smattering of lovingly restored old homes, typically shrouded in fog or buried in deep snow and both have their charm, but often there is a problem with accommodation. 

 

I arrived late in the afternoon to see my fellow man, three guys sitting outside with desperate faces trying to figure out what to do next. Wow, I thought this could be an unexpected surprise, but they say there is a pension nearby with a single bed left.

I quickly run to the place and guess what _ my bad number is 11.

My birth number is eleven, and has been following me since awakening as a guardian angel, but showing here a day before crossing the pass of Mercury must be a very good omen.

Day 22) Villar de Mazarife – Astorga 31.4 km

Today's destination is Astorga offering a culminating work by the Modernist architect Antoni Gaudí _ the Bishop's Palace, also convents and many other structures important to the history of this region in Spain.
 

Maybe what we call life is a projection of an electric emotion through the darkness of a magnetic sensation like a movie on a three-dimensional screen?

 

As if projector requires permanent light source and darkness of the film to display images on the screen, life on earth requires light of the self and darkness of sensation to simulate physical reality. The sensation must be in constant motion to create simulation and time is a river of life. 

The electric self creates magnetic river of unconscious-sensation over his own consciousness by the mind, but after the third eye initiation father finds a child.

 

Maybe I AM in a form of a dreaming self, identifying part of my awareness with the matrix to play the game of life and cannot awake until reunite. Maybe the self operates as eternal light source, unconscious creator of my own destiny, until his body consciousness evolves strong to annihilate desiring ego, regain consciousness and awake true identity.

Desire is coming from a spiritual body and to become self-aware I AM sensational-awareness must harness desire and control the mind.

Day 21) Leon – Villar de Mazarife 21.1 km

The morning star cheers my heart with the massage _ as if there is no gender body without external female, there is no self-awareness without internal female.

The self has built the house from inside out and there is no door to come out referring to his own body consciousness. 

The self reflects weakness of nervous system by the unconscious-mind, but remains as eternal seed within darkness to raise by evolution of consciousness until harnesses itself and awakes to reality.

Sensation is the soil and emotion the seed, but until sensational-awareness is strong enough to harness her own emotion and confer light body of individuality must reflect in a form of unconscious-sensation and reincarnate into physical body. It is so simple at the end, the spiritual body is dark until the light escapes and makes real the outer world, but she has a nervous system and stronger it is more light reverts.

There is no unconscious desire without inner darkness, reflection is a two-way bridge, hence pay attention and practice how light escapes your spiritual body consciousness to reflect external reality. Evolution of consciousness begins after the third eye initiation until windows of a spiritual body turn into clear mirror of self-identification. 

If the moon outside symbolizes unconscious-sensation as weakness of a spiritual body consciousness to control the self, she must be responsible for the third eye initiation as well to straighten inner field of sensational-awareness until reflecting darkness turns into light of self-awareness.

Day 20) Mansilla de las Mulas – Leon 18.1 km

Mansilla de las Mulas is another small town on the way to Leon with Sistine Chapel, Spanish Romanesque architecture and the old Hospital de San Marcos.
 
I AM Gela Kirvalidze in this life and only Gods know how many bodies I already had, but to make a connection between head and belly by a single nervous system is to find the cause and reason behind reincarnation.
 

There are four major female types in Jungian psychology, Eve, Helen, Maria, Sophia and they symbolize evolution of self-awareness.

 

Eve is the lowest sensational frequency often referred to as a harlot. At this level self-awareness is weak and ego violently reflects everything she sees, Eve is Lilith.

 

Helen is beautiful and aristocratic, she charms and manipulates men to accomplish her material needs. Male accepts female supremacy and obeys her will, but she is not strong enough to know love and loses the game at the end. Helen is last-full mother, Helen is Helen of Troy, Cleopatra, Nefertiti.
 

Maria-awareness balances emotion/sensation at the heart, knows the self and controls the mind. Maria is a caring mother and wife, shares unconditional love and takes responsibility. 

 

Sophia is the highest sensational frequency of love, Eve returns to the self in a form of Sophia, two hemispheres of the brain merge as one and harness the mind by free will.

Day 19) Bercianos del Real Camino – Mansilla de las Mulas 26.7 km

Bercianos del Real Camino is a small village of just over 200 inhabitants, and pilgrims pass them in rapid transition…

Falling sensation turns inside out by the mind, as if radio stations broadcast peculiar sounds. The mind is a creative sound, but until body-awareness is strong to harness her own dynamic force, manifests unconsciously.

Enlightenment is the highest awareness frequency of love and freedom of the will, but falling sensation slows down vibration and gives birth to physical reality.

The falling sensation is dream for the self and if life is his conscious choice to experience lower frequencies of the body, must initiate from above but if it is about evolution, starts from below and unfolds gradually.

What is difference between evolution and conscious willing?

Only difference seems to be between lives, because if we chose our experiences by conscious self, after death must return to him, but if we evolve from bottom up, have to remain on an existing level of awareness until next reincarnation.

Maybe only after self-mastery we experience the universe by will?

Day 18) Teraddillos de los Templarios – Bercianos del Real Camino 26.7 km

The rising sun looks like the moon today, and the physical body feels solid, but unconscious-sensation is a volatile field of information and changes by reflecting.

 

The self must reflect weakness of his own body awareness by the unconscious-mind, but as two hemispheres of a single brain make connection, father finds a child. 

Thinking about the self, remember Adams Peak sharply rising skyward from the lush jungles of Sri Lanka. I ascend in a cold and sleepless night, but with rewording sunrise as it drops a perfect triangular shadow over the clouds. Higher the sun shorter the shadow, until overlooks the summit and shadow becomes part of the mountain again.

Maybe our spiritual bodies operate the same, maybe celestial nervous system is like a mountain with the self at the summit, but falling sensation drops the shadow and polarizes the field. On the other hand, stronger self-awareness to raise the light of consciousness, shorter and weaker the shadow until reintegrates with original nervous system and annihilates psychic polarity.

Day 17) Carrion de los Condes – Teraddillos de los Templarios 26.8 km

Carrion de los Condes, was a town of great importance at the time of the old pilgrimages and its medieval origins can be seen in some of the historic buildings. 

 

Today's destination is Terraddillos de los Templarios, a fief of the temple military order, founded in 118 in Jerusalem to safeguard the pilgrims. 

 

If natural state of awareness is enlightenment, could I resist temptation to experience lower frequencies of my own consciousness?

 

It's like leaving the comfort zone of your home to explore other parts of the world, but return with more knowledge and understanding of yourself. Maybe we cannot appreciate and even know our own eternity, until lose and regain true identity?

Have I made a conscious choice to fall, or do I evolve?

 

If unconscious-sensation reflects levels of self-awareness by the mind, maybe conscious self could manipulate sensational frequencies by will? 

AM I conscious self experiencing lower frequencies of my own body, or do I evolve from Animal to God under Universal Law of eternity?

Day 16) Fromista – Carrion de los Condes 19,3 km

Cloudy morning in Fromista, trekking to Carrion de Los Condes today thinking about the most important numbers _ 3/6 & 9 _ forming a triangle of creation.

 

Maybe # 9 stands for eternal and unchanging self at the summit, or if you look at the triangle from above, as if the heart between two hands of the same body, symbolized by # 6 and 3.
 
3+6=9 holy triangle of creation is one and the same being, but without polarization impossible to create anything. Polarization requires disharmony of the field, one pole must be weaker, 3 is half of 6.
 
Maybe # 9 symbolizes the self # 3 unconscious-sensation and # 6 her reincarnation, the Sun, Moon & Earth if you like, but to become essence aware, two halves of a single nervous system must make connection and harmonize.
 
Harmonization balances magnetic polarity, 4,5=4,5 and 4+5 equals 9, and each angle equals 9 as one and the same triangle of enlightenment.
 
The I AM is eternal but limited electromagnetic field, hence self-awareness evolves in expanse of an unconscious-sensation, until two hands of the same consciousness annihilate under a single will to sustain essence and control the mind.

Day 15) Castrojeriz – Fromista 24,9 km

Castrojeriz is dominated by the Romanesque/Gothic church of the thirteenth century, Nuestra Senora del Manzano with inverted pentagram on the southern facade. The sun is about to rise and I am in here & now with my body.

There is no body without the nervous-system and the mind, memories compose body fields, but we have two bodies _ conscious & unconscious, wake & dream.

The body remembers and the mind thinks, but who controls the mind _ unconscious memories of the past or awareness of now?

Unconscious memories reside within the darkness of sensation, ego has no awareness of his own body. Conscious memories store over gender reincarnation, one is power of emotion over sensational-awareness and another is opposite.

Persona controls the mind by education, unconscious-sensation reflects habitual information, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and reunite. 

Evolution of spiritual body consciousness transmutes unconscious ego into self-awareness, unfolding takes time and there are many steps on the way but stronger I AM higher frequency.

Day 14) Hornillos _ Castrojeriz 20,1 km

Another sunny morning, another black coffee and 21 km a day, body aches, muscles tense, and a couple of blisters on my legs, but deep inside I AM happy.

I mostly travel alone and live alone, prefer my own thought to mundane reality. Each time I find myself with people occupied by monotonous world feel depressed and boring. Everything changes as I retreat into my inner world and listen to the self talking.

The light is consciousness of the body, either I know myself or experience the world by unconscious reflection creating darkness of sensation over original nervous system. We are unable to detect how the light escapes and polarizes a single consciousness of a spiritual body, but there is no reflection without the mind, hence to identify and observe the thinking process is to know where your emotion runs out and why.

The unconscious self, on one hand creates darkness of sensation inside and on the other reincarnates into physical body. Weakness of original nervous system becomes self-aware only by help of outer sensation and loses true identity. I AM THE SELF becoming and believing to be Gela and I have had so many personalities over countless lifetimes, until raise unconscious-sensation, support the light of creation and annihilate duality.

Awareness could not be by itself, it is always awareness of something, enlightenment is self-awareness, the unconscious-sensation reflects and reincarnates by the mind. 

I often blame others for giving me bad energy, but never criticize anyone for your experiences, no one could influence strong nervous system against the will, power of outgoing force equals weakness of receptive.

Day 13) Burgos - Hornillos 21.0 km

The sun slowly rises over sleeping Burgos, but I AM sensing fear in my belly and the mind is far away. Then I remember the third eye and identify the present moment with my body, but what is the third eye?

So-called the third eye is the center of a celestial nervous system having two hemispheres of the brain. By sensation receives and by emotion acts, but until it is strong to harmonize two hands of the same body, could not perceive true nature of the present moment and control the mind.

As if heart is the center of the essence, third eye is the center of an awareness field. All the problems of humanity come from disharmony between these two centers heart is stronger over brain nervous system.

Spiritual evolution begins by activating the heart center over existing level of consciousness in a form of personality, followed by the third eye initiation to straighten original nervous system until they harmonize under a single will.

Dream seems real until body awakes and the body seems real until the self-awakes, believes in life, tries to survive, but by evolution of sensational-awareness identifies himself and smiles.

I AM the self, I AM unconscious-sensation and I AM the nervous system of my spiritual body.

Day 12) San Juan de Ortega – Burgos 26,1 km

Going to Burgos today, so far the biggest city on the way with one of the oldest and most beautiful Cathedrals in Spain, but religion is an obstacle for spiritual evolution educating and protecting personality.

Weakness of male consciousness fears its own female sensations since beginning of time. Religions teach abstinence, ignorance and punishment of the body, but there is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness, no consciousness without the body. 

The seed needs soil to recognize itself and grow into something, and the self seeks reincarnation until his body nervous system is strong enough to recognize his own eternal existence and evolve as individual spirit. 

Spiritual energies operate through physical, dynamic self is eternal force within human form desiring external female to reincarnate into physical body. The eternal self is looking out from the eyes and what kind of female he desires depends on the level of consciousness and stronger his body nervous system more refined the mother and gentler the mind.  

The unconscious-sensation is in the state of reflection all the time, weaker sensational-awareness, wilder ego and darker spiritual body, but do I fall unable to tackle my own dynamic force, or consciously reduce sensational frequency by will?

We often ignore our deepest desires and tendencies, trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those dare to delight into their unconscious fantasies raise sensational frequency to harness the self.

Day 11) Belorado – San Juan de Ortega 24,2 km

Medieval and modern past of Belorado is reflected in the temples and remains of fortifications, but to make connection and differentiate between the one that senses and the one that knows is to reunite body/mind under a single will.

The self has built the house from inside out, and there is no door to come out. Dynamic energy could not exit its own body field, but must reflect unconsciously until nervous system is weak. 

There is no body without the nervous system, but until they harmonize to know the self and control the mind, ignore my own darkness by educated personality.

On one hand, the self must think about what his unconscious body feels, and on the other opposes her by personality. Educated persona symbolizes the level of self-awareness, but from downside up could not change anything. Single eye of a celestial nervous system must open and straighten to harmonize male/female under a single will.

To cohere heart & brain nervous system, emotion & sensation of the same essence must balance by the middle column of celestial nervous system with the center at the third eye.

The unconscious-sensation is always in the past or future, the self is potentiality of I AM in here and now. Evolution of a male nervous system makes unconscious-sensation conscious and becomes aware of a present moment. Stronger sensational-awareness more self-awareness, they evolve at the same time.

Day 10) Santa Domingo – Belorado 22,4 km

Santa Domingo refers to its founder, Dominic de la Calzada, who built a bridge, hospital, and hotel here for pilgrims, other than that there is nothing really interesting in here, but my mind is about a free will.

There is no awareness without free will. If you are aware of something, you must have free will over it and to become aware of the self is to recognize I AM and have a free will over the mind.

Speaking of a spiritual body does not make sense until we acknowledge and understand the third force of awareness that makes connection and reunites male/female within.

I AM a nervous system and consciousness of my spiritual body, but could not recognize myself until two hemispheres of the brain harmonize. Male becomes rational mind without female awareness and female habitual body without male consciousness.

At the glimpses of enlightenment two halves of a single nervous system merge for a second and reconcile psychic polarity. At the glimpses of enlightenment eternal love shines by free will, but enlightenment's are accidental and momentous until celestial consciousness is strong enough to support dynamic self and recognize eternity.

Day 9) Najera – Santa Domingo 20,7 km

Today I am walking dusty roads and noisy highways, trying to observe how the psyche operates, but analytical-personality ignores its own unconscious-sensation and loses awareness of the body.

The self in a form of a rational mind is trying to understand and control his own unconscious-sensation, but only awakening and acceptance reintegrates male/female under a single will.

Until I AM a single nervous system of my spiritual body make connection between head & belly, two hemispheres of the brain, rationalize sensing and losing holiness. The unconscious female is weakness of a male nervous system, but after the third eye activates evolution begins. Stronger original consciousness more sensational reintegrates and higher spiritual body frequency all the way to enlightenment. 

No need to understand enlightenment when you are there. No need to apprehend anything if you sense and become aware. As unconscious-sensation returns to the self, analytical personality annihilates into recognition of eternity.

Strong consciousness transmutes unconscious-sensation into sensational-awareness instead of ignorance and thinking. More sensing less thinking, stronger sensational-awareness weaker gender-personality.

Do not try to understand essence, do not ignore fears and desires of your body, but perceive and accept to know who you are in reality.

Day 8) Logrono – Najera 28,9 km

Today's trail is straightforward and easy, passing through vineyards and mostly deserted villages...

Spiritual heart beats by reflection, it could not exist independent of outer reality. Disharmonious psyche requires another, AC vs DC, male/female do not exert equal force over each-other to maintain eternity.

Naive to believe in unaffected creator before creation, and until awareness is strong to harness its own essence, reflects and creates itself unconsciously. 

There is no emotion without corresponding sensation, no creation without experience, every action transforms into opposite reaction and vice-versa, what we give must take. 

The eternal heart beats within awareness field, but it is very unstable until I AM between right & left hands as a driver of the carriage learns how to balance fear by desire and vice versa.

Having awareness implies potentiality of evolution, but until it is strong to know its own essence becomes perfect tool for manipulation. Weaker essence-awareness easier to educate gender personality, hence never trust teachings, do not believe, only individual experiences evolve true identity.

Day 7) Los Arcos – Logrono 27,8 km

Trekking to Logrono today, the capital of La Rioja of northern Spain with tree-studded squares, narrow streets and hidden corners, famous for its wine production.

Gender personality contaminated by education could not accept and reintegrate with its own unconscious-sensation. Stronger the one weaker the other, sensational-awareness evolves in expanse of personality.

The self is dreaming between day and night, but enlightenment awakes him for a second and after you are never alone knowing true identity.

Relationship between parents symbolizes psychic disharmony within a child. Stronger child's nervous system to harmonize two halves of its own essence, more loving parents, weaker it is darker mother and more rigid father personality.

Has been raining almost all day, I am wet and pissed off. So many years have passed since awakening, but being over knowing, heart over nervous system is still very strong.

I often identify myself and perceive true nature of the world, hopefully I am better person I use to be, but can't wait until reintegrate male/female and become aware of the essence.

Day 6) Estella - Los Arcos 21.5 km

Beautiful sunny morning and I am trekking to Los Arcos today, sensations overwhelm, good or bad still the same, the both addictive, attractive and without judgmental personality unable to differentiate.

Falling of consciousness and unconscious-mind happens at the same time. The mind is unconscious without body-awareness, and the self is unconscious without sensational-awareness.

Perception vs. reflection is very important to observe, perceptive awareness sees the truth, reflective becomes what it reflects. Perceptive awareness is the light of consciousness, reflective is the darkness of a body. Perceptive awareness is self-awareness, reflective shapes the original field by the unconscious-mind.

Arrived in Los Arcos, generous both in wine and battles, an enclave that has flourished thanks to the constant stream of walkers and because of its privileged position as a crossroad on the Camino.

Day 5) Puente La Reina – Estella 21,6 km

Windy and cold morning, the sun occasionally shows up from the clouds and disappears right away, but my body slowly adjusts to early wake-ups and walking over 20 km a day...

As if sentimentality over rationality is weakness of a physical body nervous system, the unconscious-sensation is weakness and darkness of a spiritual body consciousness.

I used to think polarity was a hitch, but awareness is the field and every field needs polar opposites to exist. Problem is in disharmony between emotion & sensation, light & darkness within.

Essence and awareness are eternal, but eternity does not imply self-awareness, conscious action, righteousness, the essence is eternal but needs strong awareness.

Maybe we are like cosmic children growing stronger to stabilize and control essence by consciousness as if child gains knowledge of its own body. Maybe we have to evolve to become cosmic citizens, maybe we are here to learn love and responsibility.

Arrived in Estella at the end of a day, with Romanesque architecture and beautiful churches, this is what I call the pleasure of trekking...