Maybe what we call life is a projection of an electric emotion through the darkness of a magnetic sensation like a movie on a three-dimensional screen?
As if projector requires permanent light source and darkness of the film to display images on the screen, life on earth requires light of the self and darkness of sensation to simulate physical reality. The sensation must be in constant motion to create simulation and time is a river of life.
The electric self creates magnetic river of unconscious-sensation over his own consciousness by the mind, but after the third eye initiation father finds a child.
Maybe I AM in a form of a dreaming self, identifying part of my awareness with the matrix to play the game of life and cannot awake until reunite. Maybe the self operates as eternal light source, unconscious creator of my own destiny, until his body consciousness evolves strong to annihilate desiring ego, regain consciousness and awake true identity.
Desire is coming from a spiritual body and to become self-aware I AM sensational-awareness must harness desire and control the mind.