Going to Burgos today, so far the biggest city on the way with one of the oldest and most beautiful Cathedrals in Spain, but religion is an obstacle for spiritual evolution protecting personality.
If the Moon Matrix is a simulator symbolizing weakness of a spiritual body awareness, the self must desire her as if male female and create unconscious mother/child over his own nervous system.
There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness, the ego seeks reincarnation unable to identify his own body. The unconscious mother/child are not real, but they fight for survival, because if original awareness harnesses the self, shadows disappear.
Weaker self-awareness, wilder ego and darker spiritual body, but do I fall unable to tackle my own dynamic force, or consciously reduce sensational frequency by will?
We often ignore our deepest desires, trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those who dare to delight into their unconscious fantasies open the third eye and raise sensational frequency to harness the self.