Going to Burgos today, so far the biggest city on the way with one of the oldest and most beautiful Cathedrals in Spain, but religion is an obstacle for spiritual evolution educating and protecting personality.
The seed needs soil to recognize itself and grow into something, and the self seeks reincarnation until his body nervous system is strong enough to recognize his own eternal existence and evolve as individual spirit.
Spiritual energies operate through physical, dynamic self is eternal force within human form desiring external female to reincarnate into physical body. The eternal self is looking out from the eyes and what kind of female he desires depends on the level of consciousness and stronger his body nervous system more refined the mother and gentler the mind.
The unconscious-sensation is in the state of reflection all the time, weaker sensational-awareness, wilder ego and darker spiritual body, but do I fall unable to tackle my own dynamic force, or consciously reduce sensational frequency by will?
We often ignore our deepest desires and tendencies, trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those dare to delight into their unconscious fantasies raise sensational frequency to harness the self.