Today I am walking dusty roads and noisy highways, trying to observe how the psyche operates, but analytical-personality ignores its own sensation and loses awareness of the body.
The self in a form of a gender personality is trying to understand and control his own unconscious experiences, but only acceptance reintegrates male/female.
No need to understand enlightenment when you are there. No need to apprehend anything if you sense and become aware. As unconscious-sensation returns to the self, the analytical personality annihilates into recognition of eternity.
Strong self-awareness transmutes unconscious-sensation into sensational-awareness instead of ignorance and thinking. More sensing less thinking, stronger sensational-awareness weaker gender-personality.
Do not try to understand essence, do not ignore fears and desires of your body, but perceive and accept to know who you are in reality.