Day 31) Palas de Rei - Arzúa 28.5 km

The final hundred kilometers to Santiago turns busy, groups of pilgrims, mostly schoolchildren block the trail as if traffic jams on a highway.

 

Hard to focus attention as noisy crowds are passing by, but I AM always aware of something, either recognizing the self or reflecting unconsciously.

 

Body feels and nervous system knows, but until it is strong to process information before unconscious reaction, I lose self-awareness under habitual mind. 

 

Durable magnetic field identifies incoming energies and decides how to react. Flexible awareness controls its own emotion, but without strengthening sensational-awareness there is no flexibility. 
 
The source of a sound vibrates, what does this tell us about body/mind relationship?
 
If the body is the source, and the mind is the sound, how we think depends on sensational vibration, but what defines the body vibration?
 
Emotional intensity defines sensational vibration and the level of sensational-awareness of how much emotion nervous system could maintain. Stronger sensational-awareness to utilize her own dynamic force, lighter the body and higher frequency.
 
Enlightenment is the highest sensational frequency.

Day 30) Portomarin - Palas de Rei 24.8 km

Portomarin is built next to a Roman bridge over the Minho River and rebuilt in the Middle Ages, but I am thinking about the river of life the self finds ego after the third eye activation.

I AM vs ego, but who AM I & who is ego?

 

I AM celestial nervous system of my spiritual body, ego represents emotional domination creating unconscious-sensation and giving birth to a physical body. 

Ego is weakness of sensational-awareness to control the self, until two energies of the same essence harmonize at the chest and make connection with the third eye.

After the third eye activation I AM makes connection with my own unconscious-sensation find ego, and begins the process of transmutation. Stronger self-awareness more sensational-awareness and weaker ego until evolution of a celestial nervous system turns the river of unconscious manifestation into a clear mirror of self-identification.

The astral river of darkness symbolizes weakness of self-awareness manifesting physical reality. I AM being like a mirror for the self, but until strong to transmute desire into love must fall like a river and reflect.

Day 29) Sarria - Portomarin 22.2 km

Sarria is a starting point for many pilgrims, full of life, heritage, cultural and gastronomic traditions, Portomarin is today's destination...

Every self-sustainable, evolutionary system must have both _ habitual instinctive and conscious decision making sides, otherwise it would be stuck in habits and cannot develop. 

The unconscious-sensation is a habitual part of I AM, celestial magnetic identity, the level of self-awareness is conscious potentiality, but until strong to identify and reintegrate must reincarnate and oppose its own unconscious by personality.

Weakness of self-awareness reflects by the unconscious-mind, memory fields of the past manipulate perception and define future by the past. Hence, to alter habitual patterns of unconscious reflection must evolve self-awareness to harmonize emotion & sensation of the same essence under a single will. 

Evolving nervous system of a spiritual body transmutes unconscious-sensation into emotional-awareness until they balance at the heart and I AM controls the mind.

If the outer world responds to my spiritual vibration, as if at the glimpses of enlightenment entire universe disappears in love light, harmonization of the heart and brain nervous system becomes able to manipulate the world from inside out by will. 

However, if the matrix is independent from my essence with its own laws and regulations, there is no evolution, but obedience and survival until strong to detach and awake my true identity.

Day 28) Triacastela - Sarria 18.4 km

Night rain refreshes Triacastela a small town overwhelmed by the large influx of pilgrims, hazy moon hiding above and cozy wind is cheering my heart, today's destination is Sarria...

As if female behind male, and mother for a child, unconscious-sensation motivates every desire and addiction. Animal has no awareness of her own body, but to become sensationally aware is to annihilate ego and control the mind.

Habitual vs rational, the unconscious-sensation manipulates the level of self-awareness by the mind, stronger the one weaker the other, but they represent two poles of a single nervous system of a spiritual body. 

Initiation begins by activation of unconscious-sensation over existing level of self-awareness in a form of personality, followed by the third eye activation to straighten spiritual body nervous system until they reintegrate under a single will.

Sensation is naturally creative, only problem is in constrains of personality unable to control its own feelings, but to become spiritual body aware is to become conscious creator of your destiny.

Every female represents mini model of cosmic soil and stronger her nervous system more spontaneous and beautiful creation. Animal instincts for survival transform into joy of manifestation to delight into your being.

Day 27) O Cebreiro - Triacastela 20.8 km

O Cebreiro is a village with round stone houses and straw roofs, pre-Romanesque church, the oldest remaining fully intact on the Pilgrim's Route to Santiago de Compostela, and which contains a Holy Grail. Its bells rang during the winter to guide the pilgrims through the mists.

Galicia is truly one of the most beautiful parts of Spain, but I am thinking about the soil of enlightenment and how does it create?

Is so-called enlightenment the light field of creation at the bottom of the universe, as if the earth supports, develops and thrives every living being. Mother of the universe with various frequencies of the mind originating different forms of manifestation?

Do we fall or raise from the state of enlightenment?

If the universe starts from unconscious body experiencing herself by the mind, where awareness comes from, maybe naturally evolves from within, but why?

As if the seed from the soil or mother gives birth to a child, sensation thrives into manifestation unconsciously, but she has a nervous system to become self-conscious and maybe that is how the universe refines herself from undifferentiated animal darkness into the light of consciousness to create and enjoy her own creation by will.

When sensational-awareness is strong enough to harness and direct her own eternal seed of life, animal becomes god, loses fear, knows eternal love and delights into being consciously.

Day 26) Villafranca - O Cebreiro 27.8 km

Villafranca is the last important town in Leon rich with monumental heritage, but I am crossing over to Galicia today, the most picturesque and beautiful part of Spain.

Spiritual body is male & female holding hands, emotion & sensation of the same essence, power of one is weakness of another. Emotion dominates in expanse of sensational energy and vice versa, but they have a single nervous system.

As if physical, spiritual body has consciousness, there is no heart without the mind, every thought creates a form, emotional domination manifests as desiring and sensational domination as fearing mind over a single consciousness.

Desire swings pendulum of mind towards fear and fear creates aggression, until spiritual consciousness evolves to harmonize the heart and control the mind.

Power of the heart over nervous system creates and sustains unconscious-mind, but stronger I AM more control over the heart until male/female harmonize as one essence and I AM BECOME THE MIND.

We all look like human, but very different from spiritual perspective, some are above and some below, hence we should not deny the potentiality of growth. Every civilized society must recognize and live by equal rights for all and freedom of expression.

Day 25) Ponferrada – Villafranca 24.2 km

Cold and fresh air makes tracking comfortable, but I can’t stop thinking about last night’s dream, as if priest was wedding us on a right shore of river Ganges in Varanasi, I AM & Male Spirit.

He was wearing all kinds of jewelry, I had nothing and I ask him to give me something to wear, but the priest interrupts and warns _ they do not belong to you!

So, who AM I and who is myself?

Building the house from inside out without the door to come out refers to a spiritual body nervous system. Dynamic emotion cannot separate from its own sensational-awareness, but until her consciousness is strong to recognize and nourish eternal seed of life, must reflect and polarize a single field into AC & DC by astrology.

That’s why AC is male and light, DC is female and darkness, but they represent two halves of a single field and must harmonize to harness the self. There is no male/female without reflection, AC without DC until evolution of original nervous system reintegrates with its own unconscious-sensation and transmutes desiring mind into self-identification.

Maybe wedding symbolizes original awareness harnessing my own light of consciousness, but there is no spiritual marriage until he is stronger than me.

Problem of humanity is in inability to control our own essence, that is why we are born and die until individual magnetic field is strong enough to harness eternal seed of life and become a cosmic citizen.

Day 24) Foncebadon – Ponferrada 26.8 km

Was snowing all night. It is so beautiful outside, but The Cruz de Fierro, or Iron Cross is a steady climb, walking is difficult, cold and windy. 

 

I had a very interesting dream last night about a black bird feeding white and I think they symbolize two halves of a single spiritual body nervous system.

 

As if black and silver snakes, black and white birds stand for unconscious-sensation vs. conscious-persona and until they harmonize and merge I AM unable to harness the self.

 

One is left, another is right hand of the same field and for a black bird to feed white must be about sensational transmutation into self identification to annihilate two pole of consciousness under a single will.

 

The self desires weakness of his own body, but stronger her awareness to nourish dynamic force, transmutes into love of enlightenment. Love is sensing your own emotion, desire reflects weakness of a sensational-awareness, until evolution of a silver snake reintegrates with a black snake and harnesses the self.

Mercurial energy of a silver snake initiates and straightens original consciousness and I leave a white marble stone at his feet for gratitude and appreciation.

Day 23) Astorga – Foncebadon 25.8 km

The local stew of Astorga not to be missed, staying to Foncebadon tonight and tomorrow morning will cross the pass where the statue of God Mercury used to stand in Roman times. 

 

Christians changed it into a cross where pilgrims leave stones as a symbol of overcoming painful past and hope for a new beginning.  

 

The painful past reminds me of an unconscious-sensation, but all the information dissipates as light reverts and enlightens the magnetic field. 

 

Various guidebooks have given Foncebadon a reputation for being the home of rabid dogs eager for a tasty pilgrim snack, but in fact the mountain outpost has experienced something of a renaissance. In between utterly ruinous piles of stone are a smattering of lovingly restored old homes, typically shrouded in fog or buried in deep snow and both have their charm, but often there is a problem with accommodation. 

 

I arrived late in the afternoon to see my fellow man, three guys sitting outside with desperate faces trying to figure out what to do next. Wow, I thought this could be an unexpected surprise, but they say there is a pension nearby with a single bed left.

I quickly run to the place and guess what _ my bad number is 11.

My birth number is eleven, and has been following me since awakening as a guardian angel, but showing here a day before crossing the pass of Mercury must be a good omen.

Day 22) Villar de Mazarife – Astorga 31.4 km

Today's destination is Astorga offering a culminating work by the Modernist architect Antoni Gaudí _ the Bishop's Palace, also convents and many other structures important to the history of this region in Spain.
 

Maybe what we call life is a projection of an electric emotion through the darkness of a magnetic sensation like a movie on a three-dimensional screen?

 

As if a projector requires a permanent light source and darkness of the film to display images on the screen, life on earth requires light of the self and darkness of sensation to simulate material reality. 

 

The sensation must be in constant motion to create animations and time is a river of life indeed. Electric self creates magnetic river of unconscious-sensation over his own consciousness by the mind, but after the third eye initiation father finds a child.

 

Maybe I AM in a form of a dreaming self, identifying part of my awareness with the matrix to play the game of life, and cannot awake until reunite. Maybe the self operates as eternal light source, maybe I AM an unconscious creator of my own destiny, until strong to detach sensation and awake my true identity.

Day 21) Leon – Villar de Mazarife 21.1 km

The morning star cheers my heart with the massage _ as if there is no gender body without external female, there is no self-awareness without internal female.

The self has built the house from inside out and there is no door to come out referring to his own body. 

The self reflects weakness of his own nervous system, but remains as eternal seed within darkness and actualizes himself by evolution of the will.

It is so simple at the end, the spiritual body is dark until the light escapes and makes real the outer world, but she has a nervous system and stronger it is more light reverts.

There is no matter without inner darkness, reflection is a two-way bridge, hence pay attention and practice how windows of a spiritual body operate through physical reincarnation. 

The self has built the house from inside out refers to his own sensational-awareness, but until nervous system is strong to manipulate reflection must be born and die on earth.  Evolution begins after the third eye initiation until windows of a spiritual body, turn into clear mirror of self-identification. 

If the moon symbolizes weakness of a spiritual body to control the self, she must be responsible for the third eye initiation as well, until reflecting moon turns into shinning sun under solidifying magnetic field.

Day 20) Mansilla de las Mulas – Leon 18.1 km

Mansilla de las Mulas is another small town on the way to Leon with Sistine Chapel, Spanish Romanesque architecture and the old Hospital de San Marcos.
 
I AM Gela Kirvalidze in this life and only Gods know how many bodies I already had, but to make a connection between head and belly by a single nervous system is to find the cause and reason behind reincarnation.
 

There are four major female types in Jungian psychology, Eve, Helen, Maria, Sophia and they symbolize evolution of self-awareness.

 

Eve is the lowest sensational frequency often referred to as a harlot. At this level self-awareness is weak, ego is violent, and unconsciously reflects everything she sees, Eve is Lilith.

 

Helen is beautiful and aristocratic, she charms and manipulates men to accomplish her material needs. At the level self accepts female supremacy and obeys her will, but she is not strong enough to know love and loses the game at the end. Helen is last-full mother, Helen is Helen of Troy, Cleopatra, Nefertiti.
 

Maria-awareness balances emotion/sensation at the heart, knows the self and controls the mind. Maria is a caring mother and wife, shares unconditional love and takes responsibility. 

 

Sophia is the highest sensational frequency of love, Eve returns to the self in a form of Sophia, two hemispheres of the brain merge as one, and harness the mind by free will of enlightenment.

Day 19) Bercianos del Real Camino – Mansilla de las Mulas 26.7 km

Bercianos del Real Camino is a small village of just over 200 inhabitants, and pilgrims pass them in rapid transition…

Falling sensation turns inside out by the mind, as if radio stations broadcast peculiar sounds. The mind is a creative sound, but until body-awareness is strong to harness her own dynamic force, manifests unconsciously.

Enlightenment is the highest awareness frequency of love and freedom of the will, but falling sensation slows down vibration and gives birth to physical reality.

The falling sensation is dream for the self, but if life is his conscious choice to experience lower frequencies of the body, must initiate from above, but if it is about evolution, starts from below and unfolds gradually.

What is difference between evolution and conscious willing?

Only difference seems to be between lives, because if we chose our experiences by conscious self, after death must return to him, but if we evolve from bottom up, have to remain on an existing level of awareness until next reincarnation.

Maybe only after self-mastery we experience the universe by will?

 

Day 18) Teraddillos de los Templarios – Bercianos del Real Camino 26.7 km

The rising sun looks like the moon today, and the physical body feels solid, but unconscious-sensation is a volatile field of information and changes by reflecting.

 

The self must reflect weakness of his own body awareness by the unconscious-mind, but as two hemispheres of a single brain make connection, father finds a child. 

Thinking about the self, remember Adams Peak sharply rising skyward from the lush jungles of Sri Lanka. 

 

I ascend in a cold and sleepless night, but with rewording sunrise as it drops a perfect triangular shadow over the clouds. Higher the sun shorter the shadow, until overlooks the summit and shadow becomes part of the mountain again.

Maybe our spiritual bodies operate the same, maybe celestial nervous system is like a mountain with the self at the summit, but falling sensation drops the shadow and polarizes the field. On the other hand, stronger self-awareness to raise the light of consciousness, shorter and weaker the shadow until reintegrates with original nervous system and annihilates psychic polarity.

Day 17) Carrion de los Condes – Teraddillos de los Templarios 26.8 km

Carrion de los Condes, was a town of great importance at the time of the old pilgrimages and its medieval origins can be seen in some of the historic buildings. 

 

Today's destination is Terraddillos de los Templarios, a fief of the Temple military order, founded in 118 in Jerusalem, whose objective was to safeguard the pilgrims. 

 

If the natural state of awareness is enlightenment, could I resist temptation to experience lower frequencies of my own consciousness, and if the matrix is external, I must desire and enter to experience animal senses?

 

It's like leaving the comfort zone of your home to explore other parts of the world, but return with more knowledge and understanding of yourself. Maybe we cannot appreciate and even know our own eternity, until lose and regain true identity?

Have I made a conscious choice to fall, or do I evolve?

 

If unconscious-sensation reflects a level of self-awareness by the mind, maybe conscious self manipulates sensational frequencies as if radio stations of its own body by will? 

AM I conscious self experiencing various frequencies of my own body, or do I evolve from animal to god in the universal garden of eternity?

Day 16) Fromista – Carrion de los Condes 19,3 km

Cloudy morning in Fromista, trekking to Carrion de Los Condes today, thinking about the most important numbers _ 3/6 & 9 _ forming a triangle of creation.

 

Maybe number 9 stands for the self at the summit, or if you look at the triangle from above, as if the heart between two hands of the same body, symbolized by numbers 6 and 3.
 
3+6=9 holy triangle of creation is one and the same being, but without polarization impossible to create anything. Polarization requires disharmony of the field, one pole must be weaker, 3 is half of 6.
 
Maybe number 9 symbolizes the self, number 3 the unconscious-sensation and number 6 her reincarnation. The sun, moon, and earth if you like, but to become essence aware, two halves of a single nervous system must make connection and harmonize.
 
Harmonization balances magnetic polarity, 4,5=4,5 and 4+5 equals 9, and each angle equals 9 as one and the same triangle of enlightenment.
 
The single awareness is eternal and limited energy, self-awareness evolves in expanse of an unconscious-sensation, until two hands of the same field annihilate under a single will to sustain and control the eternal energy.

Day 15) Castrojeriz – Fromista 24,9 km

Castrojeriz is dominated by the Romanesque/Gothic church of the thirteenth century, Nuestra Senora del Manzano with inverted pentagram on the southern facade, and the sun is about to rise, but I am in here and now with my body.

There is no body without the nervous-system and the mind, memories compose body fields, but we have two bodies _ conscious & unconscious, wake & dream.

The body remembers and the mind thinks, but who controls the mind _ unconscious memories of the past or awareness of now?

Unconscious memories reside within the darkness of sensation, ego has no awareness of his own body. Conscious memories store over gender reincarnation, one is power of emotion over sensational-awareness and another is opposite.

Persona controls the mind by education, unconscious-sensation reflects habitual patterns of information, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and reunite. 

Evolution of human consciousness transforms unconscious animal into spiritual body awareness. There are many steps on the way and unfolding takes time, but stronger I AM higher we raise.

Day 14) Hornillos _ Castrojeriz 20,1 km

Another sunny morning, another black coffee and 21 km a day, body aches, muscles tense, and a couple of blisters on my legs, but deep inside I AM happy.

I mostly travel alone and live alone, prefer my own thought to mundane reality. Each time I find myself with people occupied by monotonous world feel depressed and boring. Everything changes as I retreat into my inner world and listen to the self talking.

The light is consciousness of the body, either I know myself or experience the world by unconscious reflection creating darkness of sensation over original nervous system. We are unable to detect how the light escapes and polarizes a single consciousness of a spiritual body, but there is no reflection without the mind, hence to identify and observe the thinking process is to know where your emotion runs out and why.

The unconscious self, on one hand creates darkness of sensation inside and on the other reincarnates into physical body. Weakness of original nervous system becomes self-aware only by help of outer sensation and loses true identity. Hence I AM believing to be Gela and so on many lifetimes, until gender persona reunites with unconscious-sensation, supports the light of creation and annihilates duality.

Awareness could not be by itself, it is always awareness of something, enlightenment is self-awareness, the unconscious-sensation reflects and reincarnates by the mind. Either unconscious-emotion polarizes its own body consciousness or reunited field harnesses the self and controls the mind.

I often blame others for giving me bad energy, but never criticize anyone for your experiences, no one could influence strong nervous system against the will, power of outgoing force equals weakness of receptive.

Day 13) Burgos - Hornillos 21.0 km

The sun slowly rises over sleeping Burgos, but I AM sensing fear in my belly and the mind is far away. Then I remember the third eye and identify the present moment with my body, but what is the third eye?

So-called the third eye is the center of a celestial nervous system having two hemispheres of the brain. By sensation receives and by emotion acts, but until it is strong to harmonize two hands of the same body, could not perceive true nature of the present moment and control the mind.

As if heart is the center of the essence, third eye is the center of an awareness field. All the problems of humanity come from disharmony between these two centers heart is stronger over brain nervous system.

Spiritual evolution begins by activating the heart over existing level of consciousness in a form of personality, followed by the third eye initiation to straighten original magnetic field until they harmonize under a single will.

Dream seems real until body awakes and the body seems real until the self-awakes, believes in death, tries to survive, but by evolution of sensational-awareness identifies himself and smiles.

I AM the self, I AM unconscious-sensation and I AM the nervous system of my spiritual body.

Day 12) San Juan de Ortega – Burgos 26,1 km

Going to Burgos today, so far the biggest city on the way with one of the oldest and most beautiful Cathedrals in Spain, but religion is an obstacle for spiritual evolution strengthening and protecting personality by believes and education.

Male fears female since beginning of time, instead of understanding and acceptance, religions teach abstinence and ignorance to punish our own bodies.

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness, the self seeks reincarnation unable to identify his own existence beyond physical body. 

The unconscious-sensation is not real, she is in the state of reflection all the time, until evolution of I AM original awareness, makes her conscious and annihilates reflected shadows over self-awareness.

Weaker sensational-awareness, wilder the self and darker spiritual body, but do I fall unable to tackle my own dynamic force, or consciously reduce sensational frequency by will?

We often ignore our deepest desires, trying to block unacceptable thoughts by personality, but there is no growth by ignorance. Only those dare to delight into their unconscious fantasies open the third eye and raise sensational frequency to harness the self.

Day 11) Belorado – San Juan de Ortega 24,2 km

Medieval and modern past of Belorado is reflected in the temples and remains of fortifications, but to make connection and differentiate between the one that senses and the one that knows is to reunite body/mind under a single will.

There is no body without the nervous system, no female without male, but until self-awareness is strong enough to identify and reintegrate unconscious-sensation, ignores his own body by rational-mind.

On one hand, the self must think about what body feels, and on the other opposes her by personality, one is unconscious and another is conscious mind.

Persona symbolizes the level of self-awareness at birth, but from downside up could not change anything. Single eye of a celestial nervous system must open and evolve until reintegrates male/female under a single will.

To cohere heart & brain nervous system, emotion & sensation of the same essence must balance by the middle column of celestial nervous system with the center at the third eye.

The unconscious-sensation is always in the past or future, the self is potentiality of I AM in here and now. Evolution of a male nervous system reintegrates with his own unconscious-sensation, makes her conscious and becomes aware of a present moment. Stronger sensational-awareness more self-awareness, they evolve at the same time.

Day 10) Santa Domingo – Belorado 22,4 km

Santa Domingo refers to its founder, Dominic de la Calzada, who built a bridge, hospital, and hotel here for pilgrims, other than that there is nothing really interesting in here, but my mind is about a free will.

There is no awareness without free will. If you are aware of something, you must have free will over it and to become aware of the essence is to recognize I AM and have a free will over your spiritual body.

Speaking of a spiritual body does not make sense until we acknowledge and understand the third force of awareness that makes connection and reunites male/female within.

I AM a nervous system and consciousness of my spiritual body, but could not recognize myself until two hemispheres of the brain polarize into light and darkness. Male becomes rational mind without female awareness and female is habitual without male consciousness.

At the glimpses of enlightenment two halves of a single nervous system merge for a second and reconcile psychic polarity. At the glimpses of enlightenment eternal love shines by free will, but they are accidental and momentous until celestial consciousness is strong enough to support its own dynamic self and control the mind.

Day 9) Najera – Santa Domingo 20,7 km

Today I am walking dusty roads and noisy highways, trying to observe how the psyche operates, but analytical-personality ignores its own unconscious-sensation and loses awareness of the body.

The self in a form of a rational mind is trying to understand and control his own unconscious experiences, but only awakening and acceptance reintegrates male/female.

No need to understand enlightenment when you are there. No need to apprehend anything if you sense and become aware. As unconscious-sensation returns to the self, the analytical personality annihilates into recognition of eternity.

Strong consciousness transmutes unconscious-sensation into sensational-awareness instead of ignorance and thinking. More sensing less thinking, stronger sensational-awareness weaker gender-personality.

Do not try to understand essence, do not ignore fears and desires of your body, but perceive and accept to know who you are in reality.

Day 8) Logrono – Najera 28,9 km

Today's trail is straightforward and easy, passing through vineyards and mostly deserted villages...

Spiritual heart beats by reflection, it could not exist independent of outer reality. Disharmonious psyche requires another, AC vs DC, male/female do not exert equal force over each-other to maintain stability.

Naive to believe in unaffected creator before creation, and until awareness is strong to harness its own essence, creates and experiences itself unconsciously. There is no emotion without corresponding sensation, no creation without experience, every action transforms into opposite reaction and vice-versa, what we give must take. 

The eternal heart beats within awareness field, but it is very unstable until I AM between right and left hands as a driver of the carriage learns how to balance fear by desire and vice versa.

Having awareness implies potentiality of evolution, but until it is strong to know its own essence becomes perfect tool for manipulation. Weaker essence-awareness easier to educate gender personality, hence never trust teachings, do not believe, only individual experiences evolve true identity.

Day 7) Los Arcos – Logrono 27,8 km

Trekking to Logrono today, the capital of La Rioja of northern Spain with tree-studded squares, narrow streets and hidden corners, famous for its wine production.

Gender personality contaminated by education could not accept and reintegrate with its own unconscious-sensation. Stronger the one weaker the other, sensational-awareness evolves in expanse of personality.

The self is dreaming between day and night, but enlightenment awakes him for a second and after you are never alone knowing true identity.

Relationship between parents symbolizes psychic disharmony within a child. Stronger child's nervous system to harmonize two halves of its own essence, more loving parents, weaker it is darker mother and more rigid father personality.

Has been raining almost all day, I am wet and pissed off. So many years have passed since awakening, but being over knowing, heart over nervous system is still very strong.

Yes, more often I identify myself and perceive true nature of the world, hopefully I am better person I use to be, but can't wait until reintegrate male/female and become aware of the essence.

Day 6) Estella - Los Arcos 21.5 km

Beautiful sunny morning and I am trekking to Los Arcos today, sensations overwhelm, good or bad still the same, the both addictive, attractive and without judgmental personality unable to differentiate.

Falling of sensation and unconscious-mind happens at the same time, the mind is unconscious without body-awareness, and the self is unconscious without sensational-awareness.

Perception vs. reflection is very important to observe, perceptive awareness sees the truth, reflective becomes what it reflects. Perceptive awareness is the light of consciousness, reflective is the darkness of a body. Perceptive awareness is self-awareness, reflective shapes the original field by the unconscious-mind.

Arrived in Los Arcos, generous both in wine and battles, an enclave that has flourished thanks to the constant stream of walkers and because of its privileged position as a crossroad on the Camino.

Day 5) Puente La Reina – Estella 21,6 km

Windy and cold morning, sun occasionally shows up from the clouds and disappears right away, but my body slowly adjusts to early wake-ups and walking over 20 km a day...

As if sentimentality over rationality is weakness of a physical body nervous system, the unconscious-sensation is weakness and darkness of a spiritual body consciousness.

I used to think polarity was a hitch, but awareness is the field and every field needs polar opposites to exist. Problem is in disharmony between emotion & sensation, light & darkness within.

Essence and awareness are eternal, but eternity does not imply self-awareness, conscious action, righteousness, the essence is eternal but needs strong awareness.

Maybe we are like cosmic children growing stronger to stabilize and control our own essence by individual consciousness as if child gains knowledge of its own body. Maybe we have to evolve to become cosmic citizens, maybe we are here to learn love and responsibility.

Arrived in Estella at the end of a day, with Romanesque architecture and beautiful churches, this is what I call the pleasure of trekking...

Day 4) Pamplona – Puente La Reina 23,8 km

New day starts with a black coffee, landscapes are beautiful, and trekking is easy. Puente La Reina literally means "Bridge of the Queen" and it was Queen Muniadora who gave her name to the town and the bridge for the use of pilgrims on their way to Santiago de Compostela.

Celestial nervous system is like a fluid mercury. Weaker it is to harness dynamic emotion lower falls in a form of an unconscious-sensation, reflects and loses true identity.

The unconscious-sensation is weakness of self-awareness, but she is made of the same essence and must return to the source by evolution of the will. Crystal clear waters of an original consciousness transform into dirty river of an unconscious-sensation under weak magnetic field.

Intuitive and rational sides of the psyche are in constant conflict. The unconscious-sensation over self-awareness, controls the light of consciousness by the mind, and the self opposes her in a form of a rational personality. Hence we have two minds, two hemispheres of a singe nervous system of a spiritual body and until they harmonize and merge there is no individuality.

Persona tries to manipulate unconscious-sensation by education, but darkness of female is weakness of a male nervous system, and to ignore her is to lose perception and creativity. The third eye, center of a nervous system of a spiritual body must open and evolve to raise sensational frequency until balances intuitive & rational sides of the psyche.

Spiritual evolution is about reintegration of an unconscious-sensation into conscious-personality until they annihilate to control the mind by a single will.

Day 3) Zubiri – Pamplona 20,4 km

The snoring people follow me like karma and I barely slept last night, but the weather is as good as yesterday morning and today's destination is Pamplona famous for annual San Fermín festival running the bulls.

I carry a little clip recorder on my tee-shirt and when interesting thoughts arise quickly record them. After I listen and write this diary, but now I am thinking about individuality.

Two hemispheres of the brain have a common center, male/female of a spiritual body single nervous system.

Male is left hemisphere of the brain, the north pole and the light of consciousness. Female is right hemisphere, the south pole and darkness, but until I AM strong to recognize both only make connection by reflecting opposite sex. Male desires inner female and female male until I AM is strong to harmonize two qualities of the same essence and raise over reincarnation necessity.

By sensation celestial nervous system perceives and by emotion acts, but to control action must be aware of perception. Stronger sensational-awareness more emotional-awareness harmonizes essence under a single will. On one hand, awareness balances its own essence and on the other reunited essence bestows true identity.

Day 2) Roncesvalles - Zubiri 21,4 km

The older woman above my bed was snoring all night, but the morning sun cheers my heart and today's destination is a small village Zubiri with picturesque Romanic bridge across the Arga River.

As if the heart is life of a physical body nervous system, eternal essence is life of I AM, celestial magnetic field. However, until it is strong enough to harmonize two forces of its own spiritual body, polarizes into male/female and loses true identity.

As if the heartbeat requires breathing, two qualities of the essence must convert into each-other to maintain eternity. Spiritual heart expends by emotion and by sensation shrinks.

Breathing is vibration, and an entire cosmos breathes, but until I AM consciousness is strong enough to harmonize inhale & exhale of my own spiritual heart, unconsciously create and reflect external reality. Either essence polarizes its own awareness into light & darkness or awareness harmonizes emotion & sensation under a single will.

To know how your essence vibrates pay attention to how you relate to the opposite sex, as well as entire world. This is what AC & DC symbolize in astrology, I vs another, parents reflect each-other to create child by reflecting inner disharmony of a psyche.

Day 1) St Jean - Roncesvalles 24,2 km

Misty clouds over St. Jean, my pilgrimage starts with rain and I have a difficult pass to overcome today, but my mind is about the spiritual meaning of the trail.

In ancient times the pilgrimage used to begin at the temple of Venus in Pyrinea and end at the temple of the Sun in Finisterre, as if making a connection between female & male of the same essence.

As if the heart and brain nervous system of a physical body, two energies operate within a spiritual body. The essence is male/female holding hands, emotion & sensation of the same being, and awareness is I AM, Individual Identity of knowing.

Essence and awareness cannot exist without each other, how anything can be if there is no one to be aware, and what use of knowing if there is nothing to be known.  

 

There is no being without knowing, no body without the nervous system, the entire Universe exists within God's consciousness, but how we know ourselves depends on an Individual Awareness. Nervous system recognizes the gender body and becomes conscious of the earth, but to experience the Cosmos by spiritual body the celestial nervous system must be strong enough to harmonize male/female of the same essence under a single will.
 
It is getting colder as I ascend, the backpack seems heavier by each step and the sun is about to set. At one moment I felt so exhausted thinking where to spend a night over this freezing pass, but with the help of a Croatian friend we finally made it to Roncesvalles at sunset.